let me [faking it fanfiction]

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Karma: I'm calling you.

Suddenly my phone started to ring and Karma's face appeared on the screen.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck!

Why did I answer her call? I could have just ignored it, and let Karma think that I fell asleep.

Why did I had to slide that green arrow and put myself into this situation, stupid Amy, stupid, stupid.

"Amyyyy? I know your there." I heard her said, from the other side of the line. I literally wanted to throw my phone across the room. What the hell am I supposed to say to her?

"umm- Shoot, I'm sorry Karma I fell asleep." This might work. It's possible right? I could have fallen asleep, and she wouldn't know. I immediately took my underwear and sweats that was thrown at the end of the bed and immediately put it on. As if on cue, she said.

"Yeah, sure.. Whatever you say Amy." She giggled. Fuck. Is she seeing me right now? I feel so caught.

"Okay, smart ass.. Why don't you believe me?"I tried again. I can't just admit to her that I touched myself while practicing sexting. No that would be too weird. Now I totally regret agreeing to her plan. It really sucks being in love.

It makes you do stupid things.

"I know what you did.. You fell asleep right? Wink wink." She said. I'm pretty sure if I'm seeing my face right now. I would have seen a whole new shade of red.

"I really don't know what you're talking about."

"Why is it so hard for you to admit that you touched yourself? You know, it's completely normal. A lot of teenagers do it." She said, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"Well I didn't." I said, annoyed. Why does she have to be so hard headed?

"You don't have to be embarrassed Aims. It's totally cool." She said her voice soft and calm.

Wait, so she doesn't really mind that her supposedly straight best friend was touching herself while imagining that it was her who's doing it? I didn't know Karma was this open minded! And weird

"Not that I did. But.... Why wouldn't you mind if I did touched myself while sexting? Isn't that fucking weird?" I asked, just curious.

"Well.. it would only mean one thing."Oh God. I gulped hard, and started to sweat. Does she know? Is she going to say, what I think she's going to say? OMG.

"It means that it worked. And it will probably work with Liam too." She said cheerfully. Okay, that wasn't what I was expecting.

"It means I'm that good at sexting." she said. I feel so fucking stupid right now. I totally forgot that she was doing this for hottie douche face. I felt my eyes watering. Am I seriously crying about this?

I just feel so stupid.

I took a deep breath, so that my voice wouldn't shake when I speak.

"Well to bad, because I didn't. That means you still suck." I forced a laugh.

"Listen karma. I have to go. I'm really sleepy. I'll see you tomorrow." I didn't even let her speak; I just ended the call, and placed my phone on my night stand.

I hated myself for crying. I mean, I knew this from day one. I knew all of this was just for Karma to get the boy and for us to be popular. It wasn't real. At first I thought it would be a win win situation. She get to have her secret affair with Liam and we'll get the attention that we wanted. And I get to pretend to be her girlfriend. I'd get to kiss her, hold her hand and do all of those couple stuff with her, and I'd be happy. But at the end of the day, it was still a lie. Well for her.

Maybe I should stop taking this thing with me and Karma so seriously. I should find someone that could take my mind out of this little crush? That I have for my best friend. I'm sure Karma wouldn't mind.

She's got a boyfriend anyway.

AN: Should i do a jealous Karma or?? -Jymcee :D