I Do {Larry Stylinson One-Shot}

Louis,

I'm leaving. I can't do this anymore, I can't love two people at once, it's too hard. I still love her Lou. But she's dead, gone, forever. I want nothing more than to marry you, but I can't. It's not right. I was cheating on her with you. No one would know but us, because they didn't know about us. But I would know. It would eat me alive until the day I die. So I'm leaving, I'm leaving the band, leaving the UK, leaving my life. I'm starting over somewhere new. Maybe Norway or Sweeden. Somewhere cold. I love you Louis. I love you so much. I don't think I ever won't love you. I, Harry Edward Styles, am madly, unconditionally, in love with a man named Louis William Tomlinson. There, I said it. Not to the whole world, but to my whole world. I wish you the best of luck in life Lou. Hopefully you can get married and be happy with a child of your own, or as close to your own as you can get. Thanks for the memories, boobear.

I love you,

Harry x

My legs began to shake. Harry left me. The love of my life left me. If I hadn't been so stupid to kiss him all those months ago, we wouldn't be here. He never would have cheated on Katie, he would have been with her the night she died. He could have stopped her from taking the pills. But no. I was too selfish and had to have him. He said he loved me. I know he did, but he loved her too.

"Louis. You have to come out of there. He's depressed. He's confused and lost. He'll call or something. Until then, please stop sulking and come outside." Liam said through the door. I looked at the door, then looked at the window. "Go outside?" I whispered. "Louis. Stop. Don't do it." he sounded serious and scared. "He left me Liam." I cried quietly. "He wouldn't want you to do this Lou. You know that. Don't you love him?" I looked at the open window. "I do."

I went to the bedside table and pulled out the envelopes labled The Boys, My family, and lastly, Harry. I placed them all on the bed, taking a look at all of them and letting out a strangled cry as I read his name. I quietly unlocked the door and walked over to the window. It was 3 stories to the bottom. It should work. Hopefully.

I climbed out of the window and stood on the edge of the roof. I looked down on the grass where I kissed Harry that night in the rain after him and Katie had a fight. I looked at the tree where we wrote a song together. I quietly hummed the tune, despite my tears. I looked to the place in the driveway where Harry's car used to sit when he was home. I saw the place he broke down when Katie's mom told him Katie killed herself. So many memories here, and now I looked straight down at the ground, the place I would die.

I always thought I would grow old and die of age. I also thought Harry was the one I would have next to me. I sang the chorus of the song quietly "They don't know about the things we do, they don't know about the I love you's" and with the last words rolling off my tongue, I jumped. As I fell I swore I could hear Harry's car rolling up like he always did at 4 o'clock. Then I made contact, and everything went black.

3rd Person POV

The concrete was littered with the body of Louis Tomlinson, the blood spattered. Liam heard the thump outside, and screamed at the sight. Soon, the other 2 boys were behind him. They were frozen, staring at their best friend's body bent at a weird angle. Niall's cry broke the silence. Zayn, looking for any excuse to look away, went to call 9-1-1, even though they knew he was dead. The 3 boys were questioned by the police, to help decide what happened, even though they all knew. Louis Tomlinson from One Direction had committed suicide. Liam tried to call Harry, but Harry didn't answer. Finally after a 5th try, Liam left a voicemail:

Harry. Please come back, we need you horribly. Something happened.

And that was all that was said on that. Harry never came back, He never read the letter Louis wrote to him, not until 10 years later, when he came to see the boys, bearing the good news that he was finally deciding to ask Louis to marry him. 10 years of mourning and recovery over Katie's death, and he decided to tell them first. As soon as the words left his mouth, Niall teared up. "Harry. We didn't know how to reach you... but this is for you." Niall handed Harry the letter they had kept for all these years.

His eyes scanned the paper, and he broke into tears. "I'm sorry." The 3 boys hugged Harry. After an hour, his tears stopped. He bid good-bye to the boys. They tried to convince him to stay with Zayn and Perrie for the night, but he continuesly refused. All of them knew it was the last time they'd ever see Harry Styles. And they were right.

On October 23, 2024 Harry Edward Styles drove his car off of a rock ledge and into a rushing river, They were never able to find the body of Harry Styles, some people think he got out of the car and is living somewhere else, they're in denial. When the car was discovered 4 months later, it was confirmed that he was dead. Inside the car, there was a briefcase. Inside of it, there were old photographs and things like that, and a ring. A small slip of paper read, "Do you promise to be the lawfully wedded husband of Louis Tomlinson, Harry?" and etched into the paint on the car read two words:

I do.

A/N

Okay! So this was my first story (please don't kill me)! Please let me know what you thought of it in the comments! It means a lot! Sorry this was sad... Oops.

--Emma (awxmahone)--