Chapter 5

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Afterschool- Gavins house

I stepped into Gavins cozy household, all the lights are dim and the hallways are narrow. It has the suttle hint of the cigarettes that he smokes often- So me being around him the most, doesn't do much good for my lungs- He tries to disguise it with Lynx chocolate body spray, he knew it was my favourite.

I kept my shoes on, trying my best not to feel at home and seem vulnerable. He looked back from over the hallway and as I looked up I saw his 'Seductive' smile, he directed his head foward to show me the way to his room as it was downstairs.

He opened his bedroom door, where music was playing. The smell of Tobacco was even stronger in here, I saw his bacci on his dresser draw.

"Want one?" He asked, noticing me looking at it

I shook my head

"You sure? It keeps you relaxed" He insisted

"I'm here to do this assignment-Not relax"

He shrugged his shoulders, sat himself down on his chair and lit one for himself, Choking it to his left and then looking back at me "If you're sure?" He asked again

"I'm a professional fighter, I need strong lungs. What I don't need is a high"

He raised his left eyebrow at me.

..."Why are we studying in here instead of the living room? You said no one's in"

"No, they're not... But I stay focused better here"

"If you're sure" I said sarcastically, because I knew either way he'd be lacking in concentration

He moved over to his double bed, sitting up and then patting his left hand as an invitation for me. I walked slowly and majorly uncomfortably over to the bed.

I looked at him for a few seconds as he looked deep into my eyes, I tried my best not to be entissed by his deep blue eyes... But they looked like the sea, so much so thatI expected a person to be swimming in them.

I then turned away and opened my science book and Biology booklet, reading carefully through and taking notes. I saw Gavin turn away and looked out the window after 5 minutes of taking notes.

..."Are you writing anything?" I asked, looking at him and his reaction on his face after I spoke

"...I'm finishing my-" He held out his cigarette, it stank out the room even greater now.

I raised my eyebrows, not amused

"-cigarette" He finished and then threw it out the window, possibly on a stack of fag butts already there.

He sat himself back on the bed, but still looking out the window.

'For god's sake' I was thinking 'Can this guy EVER focus for over 2 minutes?'

"Gavin" I called, clicking in front of his eyes and waving about my hands

"Yep, yeh... Sorry" He said, looking back over at me, and once AGAIN into my eyes, He looked deeply into mine, and shamefully I did the same. He moved closer and carelessly threw his books onto the floor. He leaned in for a kiss, slowly. Gently.

I tried my hardest to retreat, but I felt as if pulled closer to him. "We need to do Biology" I said

He was leaning in closer now  "This is biology, think of it as an experiment"

I threw my books on the floor too and moved closer to him too until we ended up kissing, he tried starting off slowly and gently, but he knew I wanted the opposite, so he did.

He held my waist and placed it so I sat on his lap facing him, I moved my hair to one side, so it wouldn't get in his face. Gavin was very hansome, but never would I have thought that he'd be a good kisser too, he had lips as soft as butter, but not quite velvet. He had quite a bit of muscle, but he was no Pro Athlete.

He lifted me up as he moved so he was lying on the bed, and me arched over him, 5 minutes later however he moved on top of me, but not before he took off his shirt, he had his arms on either side of me to keep himself up, He put one of his hands among the side of my body, but then trying to move his hand up to my breast.

I was so enticed into this, I was drowning into his body, but I then came to realisation in how wrong this was, and finally noticing the taste of tar on his tongue. I stopped pulling away; This was so awkard... for me anyway, I knew he felt as if this was so right. Not me 

"Stop" I said, and he continued kissing my neck for a while. I then had to take out my arm and push his chest away from me, therefore displacing his hand that was about to reach my chest.

"This isn't right, Gav"  

"Yes it is, my parents won't be home for hours"  

"... No, I shouldn't have came here, I knew this would happen"  

"And yet you did, which means you felt just a little tempted at the least"  

"Look, No guy has...touched me before. You're my friend, if this were to carry on I'd be leading you on"  

"Ever heard of one night stands?"  

"I don't believe in that shit, you may have had planty for the both of us, but I'm not giving myself to you. As I said, you're my friend"  

He nodded, I moved off of the bed and picked up my stuff from the floor. I smiled falsely at him.   "You're a good kisser though" He said  

"You too" I said regretfully. I paused for a while... "I'll do all the work, I've already started and we'll get a good mark, I promise"  

"Kayla-"  

"No, It's fine"  

"Can't we work on this together tomorrow? No funny buisness. Promise"   I shook my head and lead myself out. I looked back at the house, exhaling deeply and then leaving, at least the air was clean and fresh out here.

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