Today was the day I was going to move in the twice dorm. And kinda feeling nervous. Okay that's a lie I feeling really nervous. I was very shock when JYP told me I was going to become a twice member. I thought to myself that twice didn't need another member. They have already done so much just as nine. They don't need me. And plus what if they don't like me. What if they think that I not good enough. These thoughts kept on coming back in my mind. But JYP told me everything was going to be already. But apart of me just doesn't believe that.
But I had to stop thinking about bad and think good. Well for one I always wanted to become a kpop star ever since I move to Korea. I work very for this. I spend most of my life training for the day to become a kpop star and now it happening. I just never thought that it was going to be debuting in twice.
I was in the car with my manager and he was telling me all things I needed to know before becoming a kpop star "Your gonna be working alot of you debut so you have prepared to get up early." I sigh. I didn't like getting up early. I usually wake around 12 in the afternoon. Sad I know but that because I stay up tell 3 o'clock. "And your going to be performing alot and-" "Dude you told me this yesterday." Me and my manager are very close since we met. And we're so close that I allow to call him dude "Sorry I just wanted to make sure you already knew what your about to get yourself into" "trust I know you don't have to worry" (even though I having a panic attack on the inside) "But there is something you doing need to be watching at all times" "what that's?" "Weight" "oh my gosh" "I just saying I want you to keep an eye on your weight" "I will."
Me and my manager are walking to twice dorm. And I thought I was nervous when driving to twice dorm but I even more nervous now. Right before my manager knock on the door I stop him "Wait!" "What?" "I not ready yet." My manager came up to me and hugged me "Everything is going to be alright." I let out a sigh and smile "Okay I think I ready" "Okay then." I let go of him as he open the door.
When we came in it was dark. I turn on the lights and then "Surprise!" Twice said as they jump out of their hiding spot. Jihyo came up to me and hugged me "Welcome Sumi" she said as everybody else came up to me and me "We are so happy your here" Nayeon said. I could feel the tears rising from my eyes and onto my cheeks "Awww she crying" Jungyeon said as she and the rest of the member brought to the couch. Dahyun brought me back a tissue "here" she said as she handed it to me "Thanks." After getting myself back together my manager left but said that he will see in the morning at JYP office. After getting myself together The girls introduce themselves one by one.
(We're just going to skip to skip twice introducing themselves)
We they were done introducing themselves it was my turn. "Ummm... Hi my name Sumi and I so happy to be going you all." "And we're happy your here Sumi" Jihyo said as she smile at me "oh, Sumi you will be sharing a room with me and Momo" Jungyeon said "Will show you" Momo said as she take my hand and drags me to the room. When Momo open the door it was full up stuff animals. I smile big when I saw them "We have alot of stuff animal I hope you don't mine" Momo said "Don't worry I love stuff animal" "That good cause me and Jungyeon got A Teddy bear." Jungyeon come from behind with the teddy bear "Awww it so cute." I said as I hugged it tightly "We glad you like it." After twice showing me all around the dorm we all decided to order 🍕 for dinner. While eating pizza twice ask me alot about my childhood and my training and other stuff. As we was talking I was getting more comfortable with being around twice. I wasn't so nervous like before. But then I thought to myself "This is just only the beginning."
