Alone (Larry Stylinson Fan Fic)

Louis was alone. He wanted to be alone, it wasn't just because everyone else seemed to want to be in Harry's tour bus more than the one he was in. He sat silently in the living room area, staring out the window and listening to those little sloshes of water trying to escape from their fate of being kicked up by the tires. But none of them could. Just like he couldn't escape the fate of being terribly depressed on this certain rainy day. He couldn't help but want to listen to something depressing; something sad and lonely that brought out the inner turmoil he was always subjected to, so he curled up next to the window with his phone, trying to ignore the wallpaper that he never got around to changing and pressed play on the play list that his fingers always traveled to on milestones of their past relationship. Today was the most important of those milestones. It had now been one year. One year since the best thing in his life walked away. One year since he lost his best friend and his love and his reason to be. Harry had kept Louis together and really was his 'reason to be' per say. Louis had been hurt by so many people in his life and even by himself when times had gotten tough. He told Harry his deepest darkest secrets and Harry had accepted him. Harry would always cuddle Louis close and tell him that he would never leave him and that one day they would get married and it would be just the both of them forever. Every single night before they went to sleep, Harry would give Louis a few kisses on the lips and then kiss his scars from the past, past as in at least a half a year before him and harry had gotten together, his reminders of previous hurt. Now they were fresh and raw again. Louis had promised Harry that he would never hurt himself again, but then again Harry had promised to never leave him. Louis doesn't know what had happened to Harry, but one day he had just ended it--over text. Those whole 3 and a half years of "I love you's" gone down the drain. Harry didn't pay any attention to Louis anymore, just completely dropped him. Louis' depression from the past never truly went away, but Harry had kept it under wraps, kept him from getting upset. Everything was boiling back up again and now, at this certain point in time, Louis was glad that he was alone and isolated most of the time, nobody could catch him mistreating himself and nobody could get into his business. He really didn't know why he stayed here anymore. No, that was a lie. He was here for his family, for the boys, and for the everyday ache of when he got to see that certain someone who ruined his life. That's why he was here, alone, so very alone. The tour bus soon came to a halt, and Louis saw that they were parked at a rest stop and shortly after parking, he heard the click of the door, followed by, Niall, Zayn, Liam and the worst of all, Harry walking in.•••

(A.N. Hey everybody!! I hope you like it so far! I live every single one of you!! ~Caitye)