Hard To Love (completed)

chapter 17

Chapter 17

<back to Vanessa's POV>

"urh... I.... urh... guess its time for class now. Ill see u after school at xxxxx cafe and ill tell you." Luhan stuttered and went off. I guess theres no other choice, from the fact that he ran off without waiting for my reply. I went back to the classroom and lesson started. During recess I couldnt find Luhan. I guess he really wanted me to see him only after school. The bell rang and school ended. The curiousity was killing me.

What did he want to tell me that was so important?

I went to xxxxx cafe and Luhan was already seated there waiting for me while sipping his cup of tea. I took a seat opposite him. "Yeah? What did u wanted to say?" I asked. "Urh... lets not talk about that now. Can we hang out first?" Luhan asked. I raised my eyebrow. "I promise ill tell you." Luhan continued. I nodded my head and we started chatting.

We were talking about out childhood and our embarrassing moments. I basically laughed off the fact Luhan chewed his bag when he was young. He even showed me the photo. He was so adorable!  I looked at my watch and realized I needed to go soon. "Hey, I have to go soon. So tell me now. What u wanted to say this morning." I changed the subject. "Okay.... fine... I urh..." Luhan then explained everything to me.

"U... followed me?" I asked. "Yeah.... cause.... I like you." Luhan stuttered. "Moet?"I widened my eyes. Luhan didnt laugh off like he should if he was joking. "Nae. From the start I have already fallen for you." Luhan continued. Now everything make sense. From all his teasing and a hero that followed me. I realized it was the truth.

"I urh.... will go home now. Thanks for today." I got up and tried to leave when Luhan pulled me back. "You dont have to give me a reply now. Just think about it tho. I will wait for you." Luhan said and walked off. I got nervous. How am I suppose to tell this to Chanyeol? Would Chanyeol be mad at me?

After much thought, I decided to keep it from Chanyeol for the time being. It will be better if I tell him face to face. But how do I explain things to Luhan? Since Chanyeol and my relationship isnt known public how am I gonna explain? That night I was vexed.

The next few days I avoided Luhan whenever I saw him. I didnt dare hold eye contact with him. It was awkward. I only hung out with him when I was with the rest of the gang. But would always make excuses when Luhan comes close to me. Today, as usual, I took all my stuff and walked quickly out of the classroom, to avoid meeting with Luhan. I took the quietest path to the school exit. I was walking when someone coming from the other direction blocked my path. I continued looking down and tried to pass by that person when I was blocked again. I looked up to see who it was.

It was Luhan. I look back down and tried to move when he conered me to the wall. "U have avoided me quite long already. Sure u have thought about it and came up with an answer right?" Luhan said. "Why not u give me a chance?" Luhan continued, seeing that I didnt reply. "Look, let me show u my love for you and you shall decide." Luhan came closer. He was going for a kiss! I widened my eyes. Suddenly, there was a thud. We spun around and it was Chanyeol. He dropped all his stuff onto the floor.