Unexpectedly yours

Self Realization

Sorry guys it's been a while..I'm just having a draft of the story in my notes so that I can publish it right away..

I know my reaction is somehow so selfish,but as a soft hearted person I'm used to be, again I felt alone and betrayed..by my best friend...

Simon POV
     I am sitting at our classroom waiting for my seat mate to be seated beside me. There she goes, she's walking towards me reluctantly? Why?..
     What happened P?, why your eyes says she's sad?is there anything wrong?
Paula look at me as if her eyes like a dagger that I'll be dead anytime soon.
Instead, I twinkle my eyes as she sit besides me.I poke her side and she tried to spank me at my arms. I catch her hand and look in her eyes, pouting my lips asking her what's the problem P?
Well, as Paula is Paula she told me nothing, but deep inside I know there is something wrong.

Our teacher finally came,let us answer activity B in our Math book.
Before I started answering , I told Paula we need to talk after the class.

As the bell rings.Paula  is on a rush of going out first without waiting for me. I hurry myself and trying to catch her. I hold her hand and she yells at me unexpectedly. She is really mad at me.
My classmate Kenny approach me telling me about the video with Terri.

Ohhh! I slap my forehead with the realization in my mind. That's it, she's mad for me because of that video.
I gasp and now I know Paula is mad. I'm dead, but wait is she jealous? Or maybe just hurt for breaking my promise to her.

I walk fast so I could walk with her. Please can we talk, I ask her.

All I get from her is "Later Simon"

*After our class, we were already at the field we used to be*

When I look at Paula's eyes, I tell her how sorry I am to broke the promise I kept with her.

She's silent for a while, until

"Simon, I don't know how would I feel about this really, I'm just either afraid that I might lose you the way I lose some friends when they have their girlfriends with them or I am just so selfish to realize that your time now would be divided between your girlfriend, school and me."

I smiled with satisfaction to what she said.

P, I am not like him or them, okay. People are different,so am I. Believe me. I'll never exchange our friendship into anyone else, Terri knows how special you are to me and she understands.

Hi guys, I'll update soon. I'm on my country right now and been busy of my papers for renewal.. and my baby is here by my side I have to wait for him to sleep so my mind could wander..😊