Reece Evans is a bad ass girl that just can't seem to get enough of the fun. She's the life of the party, always up for anything, but when her mom finds her weed, and catches her coming home from a party, she is forced to move in with her aunt and c...
Might be a bunch of bullshit but then again it might not. So read if you want, skip if you want its all g.
So, I've been going through a lot of shit in the past couple months, and there are loads of reasons on why I haven't updated; one is battling depression and finally telling my parents after two years of being depressed. Yaaaaaaaaay. That was scary as fuck. I told them in the beginning of October and I was put on antidepressants about a month ago (the middle of December ish) so thats whats been going on the past couple of months.
BEFORE that, I had started smoking a shit ton of weed in June because I thought it would help for the time being, (sativa did, indica not so much) but yenno, weed is a depressant YAAAAAAAY. So it kinda made my shit worse and I lost absolutely all interest in writing on wattpad because OF COURSE I thought smoking weed was better than writing.
On top of smoking weed and being depressed out of my mind I also started smoking cigarettes this summer. All of you can go on about how disgusting it is and whatever but I really don't give a shit what you think, sorry babe but its the truth. ANYWAYS; after smoking a bunch everyday for six months my parents found out about all the bad shit I've done (like drinking and other wonderful stuff) and I had to quit cold turkey. If you don't know how hard that is then good. Never find out, it fucking sucks. Probably one of the hardest things I've had to do in my almost 17 years of life.
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I haven't smoked anything or had any type of alcohol in four and a half weeks and I'm starting to think getting in shit was 100% for the best because I'm getting help and seeing a therapist (he's pretty chill) AND GUESS WHAT?! CONFIDENTIALITY! THAT'S WHAT! That got me pretty hype because yenno, there's a lot of shit going on with me that I need to talk about but can't with my parents, my dad already thinks I'm a whore, he shouldn't know that he's actually on point right?
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Another thing is that I haven't been on ADHD meds for a while and I'm starting to realize that I actually really need them because I can't focus in class AT ALL and I got a 48% in math this semester (even though I've been working my ass off) my teacher said she'd bump me up to passing so thats a plus.
I've had doctor appointments and shit so we can figure out what to do with all of the things that are wrong with me and with that on top of school shit I've had no time to update and when I did have the time all I wanted to do was read Harry Potter and sleep; because YENNO DEPRESSION DOES THAT TO YOU.
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I'm done with the gifs and shit now. If you don't care about any of this then thats totally fine and imma update in a lil bit, I'm still gonna write about weed and partying and stuff, cos thats always fun. So, yeah, hang in there or whatever idk have a nice dayyyy!
