It was a cool brisky night as I laid in my bed tossing and turning. Restless from the many thoughts running through my mind. The rain is falling slowly against my window pane. I lay there thinking of the discussion I had with my best friend Nia.
This was my best friend my ride or die we had been cool since we met day one. Our conversation entailed how basically most of these men aren't ish, and when we would find the man of our dreams.
Because let's face the facts the generation is so effed up that it has literally became a give and take world. Cruel right oh well that's life.
Laying there deep in the thought I'm startled by deep vibrations rumbling through my bed, I feel all over my bed and entangled in my sheets I find my phone. F****!!!! , only to glance at the screen to see its my ex bf Jaxton. My heart sinks to the pit of my stomach bc we hadn't spoke since we broke up from him dipping and dabbing with his baby mama!!! So naturally I'm like wtf does this n*gga want??? Against my better judgment I answer the call, " hello" I say into the phone doing my best to sound dry and nonchalant. Hey baby u miss me?? He asks, hell no!! Why would I? Did u think I forgot the sh** u did? I continue and ask so how are things with u and Mel?? Mel is his baby mama , so I'm being sarcastic bc idgaf abt that b**** she came in between us. Granted he definitely had his role in it. Jaxton proceeds to respond to me saying " awww now cece why u gotta act like that u know she ain't s*** to me always has been u always will be. Uhmmmm hmmmm I say sounding dry as I could. He then says come see me!!! Come see u for what n*gga we don't have nothing to talk abt. Sitting up in my bed I become frustrated with the conversation and I begin to lash out abt all the hurt and pain he caused me. Babe, look I'm sorry I know I hurt u. But trust me I love u, in a brief moment of silence I hear footsteps approaching my door.
I hurry and get up and grab my 9mm because I'm damn sure not expecting no company, I look thru the peephole and I be damn jaxton is standing there looking fine AF. Tasteful to say the least. I open the door , standing there on pause admiring this man from head to toe. Boy did God know what he was doing when he created him. His cologne I smell on him from the door way, his dreads hung over his shoulders damp from the rain. His polo boots and collar shirt exposing his immaculate tats. See jaxton wasn't just any average guy he was drug dealer , he was into somethings that's I had no business being involved in. Jaxton steps up to me and says " so u gone invite me in?" I step aside making a sigh to show my obvious annoyance of his arrival. I sashay my cute caramel a** to my bed as he enters into my rm . I see him undressing me with his hazel eyes , as I lay there in my satin pink robe, still looking flawless as he always knew me to be. My radio is playing in the background and I swear Pandora was setting me straight for a setup. Jaxton moves in closer , and leans in for a kiss, I pull away trying to keep my composure but I feel my knees growing weak.
Jaxton stares into my chestnut brown eyes and says kiss me. I oblige him and then if it wasn't the damn devil himself trey songs panty droppa comes on and boy was it surely abt to be some panties dropping. He then slides my silk robe off of my shoulders, he starts to kiss on my boobs, I feel a strong pulsating sensation grow between my thighs, my mind says no, but my body says girls f*** ya mind. He lifts me over his shoulders and lays me down on the bed. He kisses me from top to bottom to the center , my moans grow louder, he whispers in my ear how he has missed me so. All my emotions are growing, he slithers his tongue in places I didn't think was possible to locate. After climaxing he enters inside me , holding me at my hips, caressing my inner soul, I peer up has the overflow of his dreads fall over me, I'm locking him inside my Walls to make sure he feels what he has been missing . everything is flowing, the sweat is pouring from his hard chiseled body.
We hear a noise at the door we pause, as I realize its the key to the door , in panic I jump up , I tell him to hide. Trying to situate myself and manage my frazzled hair , I'm running out of time, f*** its Bryce, he storms in the rm , wtf is going on here!! Is anyone here wtf u been doing why u ain't answer ya phone. All I could think of is jaxton under the bed . and what to say or do next. " oh yeah Bryce is my fiance " never said I was single, I said niggas wasn't ish and I wanted to find the right one. The right one was under my bed , Bryce was my side piece bc I always knew abt mel, jaxtons bm. Ironically I said niggas ain't ish, but in this case I wasn't too much better. To be continued ...
