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Can I just vent about something for a second? Okay.

I'm a ducking horrible person! Don't tell me I'm not, because I am ! This dude!

Is adorable and so freaking AAAHHHHH! I can't even express how much I love this dude

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Is adorable and so freaking AAAHHHHH! I can't even express how much I love this dude. It's kind of like a mixture of agape and Eros kind of love. Because I love almost any other human being enough to save them at the expense or sacrifice of my own self, but I also, inappropriately enough, almost want to lust for him.

But! This dude, I recently found out, is 46. Now, me being a 17 year old self, with a harmless little actor crush on this amasing adorable man, wouldn't have worried about i. If my own father weren't younger than 46. My father is 43 years old.

A fucking horrible person. I saw a pin on Pinterest this morning, 05.50-something, if Martin Freeman having an onscreeen snog with another character or something or other. Why, then? Had I been slightly entranced, studying his movements and maybe, only a little bit, watching his tongue?!

That is when I realised my generation hardly has any morals nowadays. Ugh! You have no idea how embarrassing it is to write this, and yet, I still am, we have barely any fears when it's revealing a secret, even if it's going out to the world. But, the truth is, I'm entirely indifferent. If my dad sees, he's going to call me a sicko and I'll just laugh in his face. That's usually how it goes. If Martin sees. He won't see; that's the good thing about being a nobody. Nobody notices me at all so they don't believe I'm capable of what I'm capable of. Hey glance towards me and only see a smol been.

 Hey glance towards me and only see a smol been

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with an adorable kitten, but oof. Is that al that I am??? Nope! Yeet, I am so much worse lol

Well thancc for helping and possibly reading this rant for me, ugh! I've been so busy lately. The finals and semester switching is really draining me, mentally. Sorry, if that last chapter was officially crap, that's my fault; I was either really tired or really high, I don't remember. Oh, well.

I love you guys as ever.

Have a good day,
but make it a great one, eh!?

Tschüss~!!!

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