The Truth of a Kiss (A Cayes fanfiction)

Chapter 4

~Carter's POV~

"Hey..." I said looking down at Hayes. He looked away from me and ran upstairs. "Okay...." I said walking into the kitchen grabbing some food out of the McDonald's bag "What's up with him?" I asked

"He's embarrassed because he has a hickey." Nash said "I don't know why he's so embarrassed though." He said

My eyes went wide. I woke up in the middle of the night next to Hayes and then went back to sleep thinking it was a dream since I woke up and Hayes wasn't in the room. Now all of a sudden Hayes had a hickey? That couldn't have been a dream then. I couldn't remember anything before I woke up and saw Hayes asleep.

'While were on the subject of Hayes..." Taylor said with a smirk "How was your make out session during spin the bottle?" he asked

I felt my cheeks begin to burn red "Wait hold up, I made out with Hayes?" I asked in disbelief

Cameron nodded "Do you not remember?" he asked

I shook my head and put my hand on my head "There's no way." I said

'Do you need prove or something?" Taylor snapped "Dude you made out with Hayes we were all there to see it." he said

"I'm really surprised you don't remember, you seemed to be enjoying yourself." Nash gave a laugh

Cameron nodded "Yeah you had Hayes sitting on your stomach after you pulled him on top of you." he said

I stood up 'I don't believe you." I said

Taylor motioned towards the stairs "If you don't believe us go ask Hayes."

I rolled my eyes and went upstairs, I walked down the hallway towards the room I woke up in and I knocked on the door. "Hayes?" I asked turning the knob to find the door locked "Hayes please I need to talk to you." I say

The door slowly opened and I looked at Hayes. His face was tear stained "Oh my god Hayes what's wrong?" I asked he motioned me inside the room as he walked inside. I shut the door behind me

"You said you were in here to talk so talk." he said quietly

"Oh right, Did we make out last night?" I asked

Hayes looked me in the eyes. The look in his eyes told everything. "I'm not surprised you don't remember." he said "Tell me Carter what else do you want to know about last night?" he folded his arms.

"Nothing..." I said holding my head and slowly sitting on the bed remembering a dream I had last night

I picked up Hayes in my arms and headed up the stairs and into a bedroom. I slowly set him on his back. I crawled over him and kissed his neck.I felt as though I could taste fresh whiskey in my mouth

"C-Carter don't do this you'll regret it." Hayes says quietly as I nibbled at his neck

"Hayes I know what I'm doing.." I say as my hand made it's way up his shirt

I smiled when he cringed at my hand on his stomach "N-no you don't Carter stop it."  he said "Please stop it Carter I'm begging you!' he says

I looked at him and kissed his forehead "I'm sorry." I said getting off the bed

He grabbed my wrist and said  'Stay with me Carter please"

I laid next to him and wrapped him up in my arms 'goodnight Hayes" I said kissing his temple

"goodnight Carter.' He said snuggling into my chest

I  mumbled "I love you" 

This wasn't good at all. I couldn't tell if it was a dream or reality. It was so real. I looked at Hayes. I didn't want to ask Hayes, but I had to know.

"Hayes I'm sorry I gave you that hickey..." I said

He looked at me and gave a small laugh "Oh so you remember that but not spin the bottle huh?" He asked

Damn it was real. I felt my cheek begin to burn. I knew this would happen if I drank. I looked at Hayes "Yeah I guess so" I rubbed the back of my neck a bit

"It's okay Carter I didn't mind it." he said looking away from me his cheeks starting to turn pink.

"Y-You didn't?" I asked

He shook his head and laid down "Okay well I'm going to go back to sleep," he said quietly turning around to face the wall

"Speaking of sleeping Hayes why did you want me to stay with you last night?" I asked

I saw his eyes fly open "I uh" his cheeks turned bright red

I gave a small chuckle "I understand Hayes" I kissed his temple and walked out of the room

Nash was walking up the stairs when I got all the way down the hall "Hey Carter is he awake I'm going to head home." Nash said

"He's awake, but won't be for long. So you might want to get him before he's out.

Nash nodded "Thanks Carter" he said walking to the room I walked down the stairs and sat on the couch

"So is it true?" Taylor asked with a smirk

"Yep." I said going on my phone.

I heard people coming down the stairs "Okay we're out." Nash said

"See ya Nashy." Cam said

Nash smiled and laughed a bit "See ya Cam"

"Bye Nash." Taylor said

"See ya tay." Nash said as he looked at me "Bye Cartah" he said quietly

"See ya Nash.' I said  as Nash walked out the door

Hayes walked out the door and just before he shut it "See you later guys bye." he shut the door and ran out to Nash's truck

"Yeah I think I'm going to head out too." I say standing up and heading to the door

"Peace out Cartah!" Cam yelled

I walked out the door and sighed walking to my car. I knew how Hayes felt about me, but how did I feel about him? I got in and drove off. I didn't know what to think. I didn't think it was gross when I found out. What were my feelings towards Hayes?

I got home and laid in bed thinking about it. I told him I loved him right? I was drunk, but does that matter. I do love Hayes, but how did I mean it? I slowly start to drift to sleep