just a moment

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"I'm normal", i say to myself.
something i hear quite rarely.

Let's go back to where we started. Normal; according to the ever known source of knowledge (where everyone claims that its never wrong) Mr.Google says that normality is defined as usual.
So, when someone behaves unusually, they're called abnormal.
Due to few pathetic reasons, I've been called abnormal by my fellow mates/cousins/relatives/ everyone-except-my-micro family .
What can i do if God decided to make my voice only audible to myself?
I whisper, i talk, i nag, i shout, i sing like all the others do. The only difference between them and I is, everyone except themselves hear what they say and i, well, yea, you should've guessed already. Nobody hears me.
Its all in my huge-hard head only. Sometimes I wonder what would people do if they actually heard me, but then again, I prefer being just the way i am.
People label me as disabled. I sorta agree with them somehow, though Its funny how they picture disabled as.
for me, I realise I'm disabled only when I cant express my love to those who really mean so much to me- the way they want it to be a.k.a. by saying it loud.
The nib of the pen is sharper than the sword they say. Yet, nobody values writing more than spoken words.
That's the only time I regret being born mute.