Show Me Your Love (A BRENDON URIE FAN FICTION)

CH. 11 Either You Love It Or I Guess You Don't

CHAPTER 11

You Either Love It Or I Guess You Don’t

 

“Yes oh my Weekes Yes of course i’ll go to the VMA’S with you Brendon!” i said barely holding back any excitement at all. “yes! i’m so happy you’re going with me!” Brendon said not containing any of his excitement either. he picked me up and spun me around and kissed me like there was no tomorrow. I can't believe Brendon Boyd Urie just asked me to go to the Video Music Awards with him. It feels like I'm in some amazing dream that I don't ever want to wake up from. "Words can not describe how happy I am that you're going with me" Brendon said looking deep into my eyes like he was searching for something, but I didn't know what. "You okay Brendon you seem pale" I said a bit worried. "Yeah I should be fine I'm just really excited you're going with me and the guys." He said forcing a smile.

Suddenly Brendon was unconscious in my arms and I was crying all over him. "Someone call an ambulance!" I said while crying intensely. Just as I said that Claire pulled out her phone and called for an ambulance. "911 what's your emergency?" The girl on the other line said. Claire handed me the phone and I frantically said "my boyfriend just passed out in my arms and he's not breathing!" I said trying to hold back tears and stay calm. "We are tracing your location now an ambulance shall be there shortly." The woman said calmly and reassuringly. "Thank you so much" I said and hung up.

After a few minutes an ambulance arrived and took Brendon off to the nearest hospital. Claire, Spencer, Dallon, and Breezy took the bus to the hospital and I rode in the back of the ambulance holding Brendon's hand and telling  him he was going to be okay.

"It's all going to be okay Brendon, I promise." I said crying twice as hard. He looked terrible. I had always imagined if he were ever on a gurney and an oxygen mask that he would look like the Brendon that was in this is gospel, but he didn't even look like Brendon, he looked like he was going six feet under.

When we arrived at the hospital they took Brendon into the emergency room and I say in the waiting room with the others crying my eyes out and asking ridiculous questions. "What if he dies in there and I can't say goodbye to him?" "That's not going to happen. Brendon is a strong man he can get through this." Spencer said reassuringly. "What if he is in a coma for the rest of his life?" "Come on sweetheart that won't happen, like Spencer said he's a strong man, and he can get through this." Claire said. I wasn't listening to anyone just myself. It was like no one else existed, and I was just in my own world stuck in a trance.

At this point I was having a panic attack and I couldn't stop crying. It felt like the tears would never stop. It was like what happened with Will.

 

FLASHBACK TO JULY 2013

"Oh my gosh Will what's wrong?!" I asked frantically. I got him to the hospital and instantly he was taken into the emergency room. After 6 hours the doctors came out and told me he died during surgery. He had a tumor in his stomach that he never told me about and he knew he was dying, but I didn't know why he never told me. Maybe he wanted to die and just not want me to hurt so much, but him not telling me hurt even more.

 

PRESENT DAY

A doctor came out after 4 hours and told us that Brendon would be okay. "He had low blood pressure and he just needs bed rest and lots of water." "Can he still perform?" Spencer asked worryingly. "As long as he rests in between shows." "I will make sure that he does what he's supposed to doctor. Thank you so much." I said relieved. "That means no sex!" Claire said jokingly. It actually made me laugh a little bit making me feel much better. "Can we see him?" I asked. "Of course you can. He's in room 3311." "Thank you so much doctor." I said, and we all went to room 3311 to see a very unusual looking Brendon.