can you keep a secret ( zayn malik vampire fan fiction )

chapter ( 44) "his fault"

songs

1- taken by one direction

2 - dangerous by the vamps

zayn's pov

"look alice before anything I want you to know that even if I used to love her I didn't even love her half as much as I love you , I didn't the meaning of love until I met you"

("flash back"
"get off me abby" I say & push her away
"alice , alice " I shout but she was gone I walked out of the night club  but she already drove her mother's car away
"shit , shit" I say & hit the wall
"zayn" abby say
"go away abby go away you ruined everything "  I shout at her
"zayn I love you & you love me forget about her"  she simply
"what part of I don't love you anymore you didn't understand" I shout at her again
suddenly my mobile rang
"what" I shout at the phone
"zayn " louis speak
"yes"
"the great seven send some vampires look for abby here come quickly "
"okay and about abby I will get her with me" I say looking at her
I hang up & take abby's hand & walke quickly
"where are we going , and what's going on" she ask
"you are going from where you came"
"no I'm not going back to the great seven" she say & try to get out of my grab
"you are , I'm not letting you ruin my life"
"I'm not ruining your life zayn leave me alone "
"look abby I have a girlfriend & a family,  every thing I was dreaming about & you aren't involved"
"why can't you give me a chance"
"because you ruined me last time I gave you a chance" 
"I left you because I couldn't forget my first love but I have grown up"
"you are a vampire you don't grow up"
"you know what I mean zayn"
"what ever but I don't love you anymore so go away"
"okay zayn okay" she say as soon as we reach my house
we get in everyone is standing by the door
and they are talking / half fighting with another vampires
"abby , come with us the great seven wants you" one of the vampires say
"I don't want to stay with them anymore " she shouts
"it's not your choice abby" one of the vampires said & grabbed abby's wrist & pulled her out
"please zayn help me" she beg
"hold on hold on a sec" I say & stop them
I will take her back to the great seven" I say
"zayn" she say
"shut up abby" I say & I pull her
"you go & we will be behind" I say then the vampires look at each other then nod the disappear
"I don't want to go back to the great seven zayn " she say
"I know but you have to , I will rake you there & make sure they don't hurt you , that's all what I can do , you can't stay here" I say
"why can't I stay, I used to be part of this family too" she protest
"because your place is taken  , I'm in a real relationship , I love her & she loves me , not like you I begged you days & nights to change your mind to love me but you didn't , you even tricked me that you love me then left me " I shout at her
"but zayn I love you now"
"no you don't you just say that because now I have a good life , I know how you are , you don't love anyone"
"you love me I know , you just trying to make me jealous" she say
"what ?! I'm not trying to make you jealous , but look this is not about you anymore"
she just stands there in choke then she turn around to the door
"okay I'm going back zayn" she walks out
"okay I'll take you" I say & we both get in my car the drive was long but we finally arrived
"go back to your family & girlfriend , I will take things from here" she say & get out
"are you sure " I say through the glass
"yeah" she say & walk away
I drive back when I get back it was like 6:00 am , I need to go & apologise to alice & tell her everything
I went & knocked on there door her mother opened & as soon as she saw me her face turns angry
"what are you doing here? " she asks
"I'm here to talk to alice" I say
"no you go away she is absolutely not going to meet you "
"why"
"ha why?, because you cheated & she basically locked her self in her room crying "
"but it's just a misunderstanding"
"go away now zayn I have work "she say & get out of the house then lock the door
"mrs walker please let me she needs me" I beg  again & again but she refused
I turned around the house to alice's window but she closed it .
I went to the nearest bar I sit there  drinking for hours, thinking about alice every drink I drink make me think about her more & more , how could I do that to her if I saw her doing what I did I would've went crazy , I 'm a fucking asshole , I need to apologise , I she needs me & I need her we can't be separated
I got out of the bar I was so drunk the cold air hit my skin making it colder
I hate being a vampire I don't ever feel warm exept when I'm in alice's arms
I get in my car , I can't drive like this everything in front of me is red so get out & walk to her house again she will be out of school in no time I will wait for her in her room , fortunately she left the window open I went inside her room every thing was broken on tge floor she must have been so angry
"it's all my fault , my fault , my fault" I hit my head several times then I sit on her bed  I found one of her t shirts on the floor I took it & hugged it tight
I put my head on her pillow & smell it , it smells so good just like alice , I smell her t shirt too everything smells like her
my eyes started to get heavy , I closed them slowly thinking about alice"
"end of flash back")

alice pov

"that's what happened " he say

"I believe you zayn but what happened wasn't easy for me" I say then he look around " I can see that" he say & I smile

"I'm so sorry licey please forgive me" he say & cupped my face in his hand looking at my eyes

"I forgive you zaynee" I say & smile

he huge me so tight

"I love you alice" he say

" I love you too" I say then we pull away from our hug

"come on my dad will be here in no time remember that we invited him"

"oh yeah but what about your mum"

"don't worry I will tell her that we are ok now"

"okay" he say holding my hand then standing up he look at me & come closer

"you want a kiss" I say with a playfully voice

" please" he say with a baby voice , I laugh then kiss him

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ohh & this imagine is for @jessienspyro

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( he take your hand as you both walk by the sea , you sit on the soft sand  of the beach "I'm tired let's sit" you say and point to him to sit beside you
"sure " he say & sit beside you
"can I tell you something" u speak
"of course" he fake ssmile looking at you
"I think you are an amazing boyfriend any girl would love to be your girlfriend so don't  be sad about that pitch she doesn't deserve you & you are my best friend I don't want you to be sad"
" I 'm not sad because of her I know that we were about to break up but I ignored it  I never thought about her , I'm always thinking about some one else"
"then why are you sad ?" you ask with a confused look
"I'm sad because I have been denying my real love , trying hard to forget her when I cared about her alot I wasted alot of time convincing myself that I don't  even like her , when I loved her much , I'm just a fool" he say looking at his hands playing with his fingers
"who is she?" you ask
"I'm scared to tell you" he say
"why ? we are best friends are not we" you say
"that's the problem" he say with a quiet voice
"how?"
"be.... because uhhh do you want the truth" he say holding your hands
"yes please" you say & look at his eyes
"she is ... um ...you" he say & you just stare at him
"I know I'm stupid to tell you that , I know you don't see me more than a friend" he say & hit him self u quickly hold his hands
"no zayn don't " u say
"I love you too I have been doing the same thing , I have been denying my love for you & hiding it " u continue
"really" he raise his head & look at you
"yes zayn yes" you say
he look in your eyes & say " can we try to be lovers"
"yes" you reply he came close to you
you can feel his breath on your skin then his lips touch yours you feel sparks all around you butterflies in your stomach & he feel the same you kiss back & then only then you know how much you love him & care about him
"can you be my girlfriend ?" he ask as he pull away from the kiss
"I would love to" you smile at him & you both kiss each other again
"the end")
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