I wrote this over 3 years ago and don't know how to remove it from here so for now it will just sit in its bad writing until I find a way to remove it.
It started with a wish
Let's just say, it wouldn't end with a kiss
This is a story, one of sorrow
Because the one I love won't be here tomorrow
In fact he wont be here again
The night it began, was a dark and windy one
That day there had been no sun
I was out at the barn when your text came through
And after that text, I told you something new
The message I sent said "I like you"
From then on I felt anew
My reason being, you said "I like you too!"
At that my heart was filled with something new, that something was you.
Of course nothing can be perfect you see
Because you liked my best friend along with me
You asked me to wait patiently
So you could make the decision perfectly
I agreed to wait, but then there was a surprise
You asked out a different girl, so I just closed my eyes
I told you how I felt but you made excuses
I wanted you back but my friends said the idea was stupid
You broke up with her four days later, then you came to me
The reason will forever be a mystery
I forgave you and gave you a second chance
At doing this I felt I could dance
The joy was gone way before the end
Because my friends said not to trust you again
I broke their trust to be with you
That was a mistake I should have knew
There was a side to you all my friends could see,
They warned me because they never wanted you to hurt me
I should have listened to their advice
But to your love I could not suffice
I later told you again that I liked you
I was glad when you said "I still like you too!"
You told me it wasn't a good time
I trusted and respected you, and waited until you would be mine
Of course what did you have to do?
Date another girl, and make a lame excuse
I was broken but it was no use
This was your last time to refuse.
I was stupid, but I forgave you again
But this love wouldn't work out in the end
You said something very mean
And at that time I could finally see
Then I knew what I had to do
It broke me for fear I would lose you
But I had to tell you I was done
It was time for me to run
That night you got a message from me
I told you I was done with you 'cause you couldn't see
You couldn't see how much you were hurting me.
I'm alone now, but that means I'm free
But you will always be a memory
A story of a boy a wonderful boy
Who at one time gave me joy
This poem is for him, given with all my love
It's to that angel from above
Although in the end he couldn't be with me
We are both happy, as everyone can see.
But I'm taking the time to say it one last time,
Goodbye my love, goodbye
