I love him
Yet I hate him
Its like I want to push you off a clif
Then run to the bottom and catch you
I know you don't like me
I know who you like. Blonde haired straight teething Julia. Why her?? I hate her. She makes me look like dirt.
I love you
You are annoying you yell you drive me crazy and your loud and your everything I want. Am I not good enough? Is she better? Do I have to live in the friend zone for life?? I can't do it. I love you why can't someone just for once say I love you back. I have had crushes before I know what they feel like you are a whole new level of crush. Your a dreamy dream of my boyfriend. I want you. I want your purple Nike shirt on my body at night knowing that I have you. You are nice to me. Thanks but I want you to care and love me. Your hot. Sexy. Handsome. Stunningly gorgous!!!;) and yet, I am blah another needle in the doctors office.
I just want you to say, " I have been waiting for you all of my life" ;) I want you to give me flowers and chocolate and tell me you care. I want you to be MINE.
Love,
Maddie
Come on. My homework will not print that letter is not the homework I was just working for a few minutes on my homework then taking a break so I can fantisise over josh;) my homework was about the wars and what not. Whatever. I emailed it to bradi my BFF and asked her to print it and turn it in for me tomorrow. I was not going to be at first period because I have a pass to work on english extra work. Slash pretending to do English and dream about josh.
So right behind me was the one and only josh he smiled with his white pearls and sat on those outrageously uncomfortable library seats. The glimmer in his eyes makes me drown. I love him. "hey" he said I love his voice. He went on about history class and about the teacher was going on and on and on and on about the wars and stuff. He said she gave about 10 Saturday detentions because of missed homework. "rough" I said
Then I blacked out with evey few seconds adding in "yeah" "i know" all I could think about was his dreamy face and handsome classy outfit. Then he said something.
" the teacher read out loud what your homework said"
"was it boring??"
"nope it was interesting"
Man I dig a guy who likes my work
" it was about me and Julia and you and how your madly in love with me..."
Oh crap.
This can't be good.
"listen, josh that was a mistake."
"it's fine. So i was wondering if that stuff was true?"
I can't lie to my future husband
"yeah"
"in that case I have to tell you the truth. I like you. I lied and told you I liked Julia. I don't do blondes. I do you. So would you consider going out with me?"
I was so thrilled but I did not want to show it
"I guess so. I mean I never told anyone this kind of stuff before so I can trust you right??"
"yeah I am a loyal guy"
Nooooo josh you are total package and I lovvveeeeeee you.
Damn I wish I had the guts to say that to him.
So it was official josh and I were dating. "mosh" that was are cute name. Josh is very classy there were rose pedals leading to my locker that said open it. So I did and inside there was a bouquet of roses. He made a card that said, a rose is love. I love you. Well I can not say josh Is a poet but the thought counts then in 3rd period, josh gave me a Box of chocolates with a quote that says, " you have flaws, your imperfect and all those bad things about you go away when I think damn I am crazy about that girl."
Wow I love josh. I want to marry him... Legit I have the bridal party picked out. Wow.
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<3
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