In the life of an agenderflux bean

My gender and sexuality

Explaining my gender and sexuality to people has always been hard because I've never been sure what I really am.

First I thought I liked boys. I thought I was bi for two years. Finally I came to the conclusion I was gay, but im not, I like other genders. So im like, "WELP IM PAN." but I DO NOT LIKE BOYS(lol sorry fam) 

Its called being polyromantic. I like every gender BUT i dont like boys. 

MY GENDER IS THE COMPLICATED PART.

Im agenderflux, which means Im not male or female but can fluctuate between masculine and feminine.  

All my life ive been pretty tomboyish but lol i wish i could tell my past self "that wasnt for no reason, STUPID."

I PREFER THEY/THEM BECAUSE JUSTTTTTTTTTTTTTT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHDYSPHORIA

lol ill try to update everyday or soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo