Hide & Seek | PJM | (On HIATUS)

Chapter 11

Last night was something else. I was so vulnerable, I felt so broken. I felt powerless. I hate that feeling. I don't want to be afraid. I want to bring fear to everyone else.

I wonder if doctor still sees me as a mental patient. Is she... Still afraid?

Speaking of, Doctor.. I need to see her. Now.

I grab my phone hesitating for a second while looking at the screen with her number. What to do, what to do... I press "call".

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21:30
Hour and a half ago I had called her. She said she would be here. Where the fuck is she.

Then I hear a light knock on my door. My head snaps to the direction of noice. She's here. I run to the door like a puppy that's finally gets to see his owner from work. I open it.
"Hey, Jimin, look at you!!" I smile shyly
"Hello, doctor" I greet her and invite her in. As we're going through the hall I ask
"Coffee... Tea?" I pause before finishing recalling previous incident with the tea.
"Oh, coffee, please" She says cheerfully.

"Go take a seat, feel comfortable." I motion to the living room. And she goes there as I go to the kitchen and make her coffee. I make myself one as well.

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"Beautiful house you got there, Jimin."
I sip my coffee.
"Thank you doctor, you're welcome to visit anytime you want." She suddenly becomes quiet and serious, puts her coffee on the table and puts her hand on my knee which was bare because I wore my ripped jeans. I tensed up while looking at her hand. That felt.. Nice. She looks me dead in the eyes as if she knows something.
"You don't have to call me doctor, you know? I'm not your doctor anymore." She says calmly. "So please, call me Kerri."
I flinch and look at her. What a bitch. Wow, she's really nothing special. And here I thought. How fucking naive.

Her hand is still on my knee.
"Are you seeing someone right now, Kerri?" I hesitate saying her name.

I always avoid knowing my preys' names.. Names are attaching. It's kind of a weak spot for me. I might turn soft towards them. Name is personal. And I'm not into personal shit..

She avoids my gaze and takes her hand of my knee. I furrow my brows and tilt my head to the side.
"Yes or no?" I ask.
She looks at me with a weak smile.
"Yes, actually, we've met a couple months ago.." She breathes deeply.

Bingo.

"Okay. Would he agree with you being here with me right now?" I look at her with her head lowered still avoiding me.

"I think.. He would."
I smirk.
"Ah, so he doesn't even know.."
"He knows I'm with a friend."
I nod my head slowly.
"Of course.. And you know what friends do? They play games."
She's still missing my eyes. So I gently tilt her chin up.
"Look at me, baby girl." I say quietly, then she finds my eyes. I give her a soft smile.

"Are you in? For the game?"
She nods.
"Okay.. What kind of game?" She asks carefully. I smile widely.
"Hide and seek, baby, my favorite game."

I search her eyes for any sign of approval, she doesn't get it.

"We'll be playing hide and seek here, 'cause that's what friends do. And there will be two rules. First: you can hide anywhere you want, and the second one you'll find out later." I give her a wink.

"Go and hide, princess." As I say that she jumps out of the sofa and starts looking for a place to hide while I count to ten.

I'm nearing ten and I hear silence.. You can hear silence if you listen well. She hid. This is giving some flashbacks.. Good ones of course.

"Ten!" I turn around and start quietly walking and examining every corner. And what do I see. My bedroom door is open, what a coincidence. I walk in there and see irregular shaped curtains, I walk around my king sized bed and see her curled in to a ball hiding behind that curtain. I squat next to her.
"Found ya." I say calmly. She flinches.
I stand up and sit on the side of the bed leaning on one hand while motioning with my other for her to come here.

"Come here, baby." She stands up and walks to me. She stands right in front of me my head is at the level of her belly. I look up to her, gently take her hands and speak.
"Now the second rule was: If I find you in my bedroom I get to take you then and there."

She looks shocked.
"B-but-"
I speak over her.
"You could have gone to the different room. There are so much space and places to hide, but yet out of all the possibilities you chose my room. So please, be my guest and start undressing, your boyfriend will never know."

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Next chapter will be rated R. Enjoy the ride.