My Love | p.jm | COMPLETED

starting fresh

i used to have this dream...

what about?

i was older in it, with a beautiful wife and children...

is that it?

yeah... i haven't had that dream in a long time.

This night filled my head, the conversation. It happened a week before I discovered he'd been cheating on me. Park Jimin got into my head, into my heart, into the very oxygen that I needed to live. He was my soulmate for a long time, until I found out that he just wasn't. It was him that had drifted away, not me. I put up with his drunkenness and his "secrets". I put up with the smell of other women he brought in every night when he'd get home. I put up with it all, but I never once knew the reason... of why.

Jimin goes to counseling now. Every two days. He tells me about it too, how he has to talk about how he feels and what's on his mind. He tells me that every visit has the same beginning but in the end, he comes out changed somehow. Jimin is becoming himself again. He even asked me out on a date with intentions of starting over.

Of course, I couldn't say no.

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