CAN I BE HIM┃JUNGRI

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yeri opened the door to her room when she heard shuffling, it means jungkook was home. "jungkook you're home?" she asked, she went to the living room only to find jungkook topless. that's not the only thing, there was a girl seating down on his lap topless too while the two of them are kissing. yeri froze in her position, she can perfectly see jungkook cheating, right in front of her. in their own house, seeing them with her own two eyes.

"oh my god, kookie who is she?" the girl asked when she got startled with yeri, "ah that? she's just my maid eunbin, let her be." jungkook smirked while looking at yeri before turning back to make out with eunbin, yeri bit her lower lip, so hard that she tasted blood in her tongue. she rushed back to her bedroom, locking it behind her.

she cried and cried, hoping for the pain to go away. but to no avail, it got worst. yeri took out her blades again to cut herself, she opened the lights as she stared at her pathetic self in the mirror.

"it's because you're fat, and ugly." yeri said to herself, "you aren't enough, go to hell." she told her reflection, "a maid, yeah, just a maid." yeri laughed to herself, "because that is what i look like." yeri nodded to herself, she heard the other door open meaning jungkook took matters in his bedroom.

she heard the girl moan his name, yeri wanted to take her ears off but she can't. with her bleeding arms again, she went back to her bed with earphones in her ears. hoping it would mute the other two, but it didn't. the sad song playing hurts her more, she tried her best to sleep but can't, "i love you jungkook, oh my god!" she heard the other screamed.

yeri bit down on her pillow hard enough to prevent tears, "it's okay, yeri. he's happy so it's fine." tears were a traitor for yeri, after all the hard time preventing it to fall it still did. "i'm alright." yeri repeated to herself. yeri tried to shut her eyes closed but couldn't, after a short moment the door opened and closed a few times. yeri walked out of her room with her bleeding arms, she saw his back from where she is standing.

he was waving the girl goodbye, it closed and his face didn't express worries or sadness or guilt at all, he smirked. "are you done?" yeri asked and jungkook nodded, "yeah," he said, "how was it?" yeri asked him with a smile, "oh it was great, hella great." jungkook smiled, "i'm glad it went great." she nodded while smiling, "do you want anything?" yeri asked, "what do you mean?" jungkook said. "i'm your maid, right?" yeri clenched her fists and jungkook laughed.

"look at you, are you mad?" he asked, "stop that bleeding in your arms, it's going in the carpet for fucks sake. what do you need? attention?" jungkook scoffed as he rolled his eyes, "mad? i'm not mad jungkook, i'm hurt there's a difference." yeri admitted, "what do i need? attention? yes! i need you! can you give it to me jungkook?" yeri blurted out, with tears flowing in her eyes.

"i don't want to, stop being so pathetic. stop seeking for attention, fuck it's annoying!" jungkook said walking pass by yeri and up to his room.