CAN I BE HIM┃JUNGRI

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the next day jungkook woke up with a throbbing head, he blamed yeri for it. he punched her on the face and said that she's a sore pathetic loser who can't take care of anyone, yeri's face was bruised badly. 

"jungkook, i can't take this anymore." 

yeri mustered up all her courage once more.

"go ahead and leave."

he grimly replied, yeri heaved out a heavy sigh.

"i don't want our relationship go to waste."

she stared at her boyfriend, hoping he'll do something.

"it's already fucking wasted, was there anything more to waste?" 

he spitted out the words like venom in his mouth, yeri's heart broke.

"we're okay, jungkook, right?" 

she was still hoping.

"shut the hell up, yeri."

yeri doesn't fully understand why he became like this.

"we were fine, what the hell happened kook?"

"don't get me started yeri."

he warned and it sent shivers down her spine, the bad one.

"you don't know how to drink, how to smoke, you don't even lay a finger on me before but now‒ it's like i don't know you anymore jungkook why? why does it have to be like this?"

"we got tired of loving each other, that's what happened."

it couldn't possibly be true, right? she asked herself.

"i didn't, you did, kook." 

she confidently retorted.

"oh, so it's on me now?"

he said with a tone of disbelief.

"did i ever cheat on you jungkook? did i ever lie to you? did i ever hit you?"

"..."

he didn't manage to answer.

"i told you it was fine didn't i? i told you it's okay, to fuck other girls, to bring them here and all those shit, i just wanted to love you."

tears were always a traitor to yeri.

"i don't want to love you, i don't want to be loved by you."

he casually replied, yeri couldn't take this.

"then why are we still in one house? why are we still talking?"

"because you're pathetic yeri, that's why. all of these words are meaningless shits, i'm staying and i'm coming back here because i pity you. nothing more, nothing less."

yeri didn't know what to do, she's hurting but no one can see it.

"jungkook that's not how i see it." 

"fuck this, i'm leaving." 

yeri grabbed his hands and she fell on her knees, "don't leave me now."

"jungkook, how did it all end like this? how did our five years got to this point?" yeri cried.

"it's because i pity you, you are sad, you are depressed and lonely. i should've ended it sooner, let's cut this off yeri." jungkook said and yeri's heart broke for the nth time. "you stayed because of pity?" yeri cried harder, "how do you want me to tell you this yeri? do you want me to just come up and say 'oh hey, i don't actually love you, i love someone else', yeri how can i say that to you when you are so sad and lonely?" jungkook asked.

"you could've said so, you could've said you loved someone else! we could've worked it out." yeri sobbed‒ she was still kneeling while holding his hands, "work it out? how yeri?" he asked, "what? you can have me mondays, thursdays and fridays? fuck this yeri!" jungkook yelled. "i didn't want to hurt you because you were already hurt! you were already sad! i wanted to let you go but i couldn't because you're so weak yeri!" jungkook continued to raise his voice. 

"so you chose to hurt me this way?" yeri asked with a calm, yet sad tone.

"i was waiting for a nice reason to leave you." jungkook said, "leaving someone will never be nice." yeri spat. "then you should've stopped holding onto me that first night i came back lying." jungkook smirked. "why is this still my fault?" yeri asked.

"i didn't want anything jungkook, i gave you everything." yeri cried, "i was okay to see you happy, to the point where even though you fuck someone right in front of me i was still fine with it!" yeri yelled back, "your stupid fucking love became more and more tiring." jungkook responded.