Finding Someone New

Losing My Way

I Felt The Tears Fall Down My Cheeks; Cold And Clear
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN JACK DIED?!"
I Yell In Gavyn's Face.
"He Died, He Got Drunk And Didn't Notice There Was A Man With A Knife. . ."
I Felt Everything In Me Stop. . .My Heart Crumbled And Fell Without A Warning. . .
The Tears Got Bigger And Started To Roll Down Like Boulders.
My Legs Broke Down And I Fell Without A Warning.
I Can't Believe This Happened. . .
My Husband, MY HUSBAND DIED!
The Anger Raged Like A Forest Fire In California, A Cold & Feist Blizzard In Alaska.
I Stoped Breathing And Put My Trembling Hand On My Chest.
Gavyn Knelt Down And Put His Hand On My Shoulder.
"I'm Sor-"
"GET YOUR FUCKING HAND OFF ME!"
I Slapped His Face And Crawled Away Then Got Up And Started To Run. . .Run As Far Away As I Could. . .
I Ran Through The Door Not Caring That I Had No Shoes On.
I Ran, The Ground Putting Pins And Needles In My Feet.
Why Couldn't I Be There To Help Him . . .To Save Him. . .
I Stop And Look Around To See I Didn't Know Were I Was.
I Looked Around In Fear. . .I Lost My Way. . .
I Felt To The Ground And Started Crying, Covering My Face With My Hands.
"Now, Why Would Someone As Pretty As You Be Crying?"
Said A Mysterious Husky Like Voice.
I Jumped In Fear.
I Turn Around To See A Man About 3 Years Older Then Me.
7 Foot 4!
I Backed A Away While I Was Still On The Ground.
"I Don't Bite"
He Came Closer And When He Did He Came Into The Streetlight. I Could See The Details On His Face; He Had Blound Hair But I Was Short. He Had Freckles On His Nose And Upper Part Of His Cheeks. He Had A Box Like Figure, Tall And Bold.
Glasses But Small And Thick.
"Are You Okay?"
I Backed Away Again Acting Like A Scared Rabbit.
He, Again, Steped Closer Which Made Him Like A Shadow Once More.
I Got Up Looked Him In The Eyes; Icy Blue Eyes. . .
"I'm Fine Now Please Leave Me Alone!"
I Said In A Quite But Bold Voice.
He Rased An Eyebrow.
"Are You Sure?"
He Grabed My Hand Which Made Me Shiver.
I Ripped It Away And Narrowed My Eyes At Him.
"I Said I Was Fine!"
I Said In A Sassy Tone.
He Put His Hands Up Like If Was Being Arrested.
"Fine"
He Said Before Walking Off.
And There I Was. . .Alone Again. . .
"I Miss Him. . ."