Loving Him {COMPLETED}

Mine

Hola¡!¡! Lol, how ya doing peeps?! Enjoying my book?? Good lol. I'm headed to my brother's house to visit him for his birthday. (January 27) He lives in Florida (a part most ppl don't know about) and he's 21! But anyways, sorry for rambling. 💙💙

Chapter 30~

"You're pathetic! Nobody loves you and no one ever will!" I hunch over as he continues to kick me in my stomach.

"You're an ugly ass fat pig! You'll never be good for anything, whore!" He continues the abuse as I flip over on to my back, causing him to kick my side.

"S-stop! Please!" I scream out weakly. I cough up blood and crawl away from my attacker. "L-Leave me alone-!" I scream in pain as he kicks my head. He grabs a fistful of my hair and I whimper. He forces me to look him in his eyes.

"Look at me." He snarls. I ignore him as I try focusing on catching my breath. "I said, LOOK AT ME!" I jump and slowly look at him. His eyes piercing into mine. "Why are you so fucking stupid?!"

He squeezes my face tightly resulting in me whimpering and squirming in pain. "Answer me, Rebecca!" I look down, "I- I don't know." He spits in my face and I squeeze my eyes shut.

He slaps me one good time and releases my face. I fall on the ground and wince as he kicks me for good measures. "S- Sam.... Please...." I say chocking on my blood, sweat, and tears. (Bts reference for you hoessss 😂😇❤️) "I hope you fucking die." He mumbles before walking away.

I wake up to find my cheeks damp and my throat sore. I shudder from the memory when I was with Sam and turn on my right side. No one here. I sigh and sit up to use the bathroom. It was just a dream. After I'm done, I call a nurse into my room. 5 minutes later, Joe walks in.

"You called?" He asks sweetly. I nod, "Is it okay if I take a shower? It's been awhile." Joe shakes his head, "Afraid not." He smirks slightly, confusing me. "W-Why not?" I ask cautiously.

"I mean.. unless I'm there, you can't." He winks and I scoff. "Don't flatter yourself, lover boy." He chuckles before walking out of my room and down the hall, back to the others.

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"No, no, no, not today..." I mumble under my breath as I let the soft wind hit my face. I'm actually allowed to walk outside in the break areas now. I softly sing along to 'Not today' By my favorite Korean boy band, Bts.

"Rebecca?" I jump and cover my chest, where my heart is. "You scared me nearly into a heart attack! I'm only 18 and would've had a heart attack, Ivan." He chuckles and rubs the back of his neck.

"Hehe... Uh, sorry bout that. You okay?" He asks sitting next to me awkwardly. I nod slowly and sigh. "Ivan..." I start. He looks up, "Y-Yeah?" I drop my head and wipe a tear away.

"I fucking miss you... You have no idea..." I fiddle with my fingers and Ivan grabs my wrists. My breath hitches as he takes my hands and presses his lips softly against my hands, turning my wrists over to look at the scars already forming.

He proceeds to kiss every cut. "Why don't you just leave...? Just leave to Spain... Never think of me again.." I say pulling my hands away from him. "Because I can't... Not without you.. Please, Rebecca, will you be my girlfriend again? I promise to never ever hurt you again..."

I looked him in the eyes and could tell he was sincere. I smile slightly. "Im not sure yet." He sadly nods and huffs. "E-Emilio keeps tellin me about you and Logan... Y-you guys really a thing?"

I chuckle but it doesn't come out all the way, "No... Can I just go back and lie down?" He stands up and helps me as we walk back to my room. "By the way, who's Joe?" Ivan asks. "Just one of my nurses, why?" He shrugs.

"He kept looking at me funny and telling me I couldn't see you. Like he was... Protective over you." I sigh, "He's nothing but one of my nurses who I thought I would be friends with."

Ivan nods again and says, "Well, what happened?" I sit down and reply, "Don't worry bout it. I just want to sleep, k?" Ivan adjusts my blanket and brushes a strand of hair away from my face. "I'll be here."

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"Miss Rebecca?" I nod at the lady at the front desk. "You've been released, but when you get home you should take it easy." I nod and look at my mom who smiles back at me. "Ready?" Ivan asks. I nod as Ivan and my mom walk with me.

"Rebecca we need to talk." My mom says after we quietly walk down the hall. I nod and go off to the side, leaving Ivan. "You're dad wants you to come back home. He says its to risky now... Seeing... The situation." I shake my head in disbelief.

"No! Absolutely not! I'm 18 and have the right to choose where I stay... And I choose to stay with my boyfriend, Ivan!" I blurt out. My mom and Ivan both jump at the end of my sentence. "B-Boyfriend?" Ivan barely whispers.

I nod, "Yeah, boyfriend! So you tell dad that I'm staying here, in Los Angeles, where I want to be! Where I'll happily be with Ivan and Emilio."

My mom stands for a minute and I get worried before she lunges to hug me. "Please be careful, and I love you so so much... More than life itself... As long as your happy, I'll be happy." She whispers into my ear.

I nod and thank her. "I love you too mom..." She gives me a small squeeze before sniffling and we continue to walk.

"IM BACK BITCHES!" I scream as Ivan and I walk into the house. Emilio and Reuben look at me. "Rebecca? Rebecca! You're back!" Emilio charges at me and tackles me into hug.

I groan and strangle out a laugh, "I missed you too... Even though I seen you earlier.." He releases me and chuckles, rubbing the back of his neck, "Yeah but I'm glad you're out of the hospital..." I nod and go to hug Rueben. "Welcome home."

Sorry for the short chapter but it's currently 10:19 pm and I don't feel good but I felt like updating but didn't feel like writing more... Yeah. Lol. And seeing how this story has dragged on enough, I'm just gonna make it to where she's pregnant and she has to tell Ivan and ya, blah blah blah. And Sorry for the wait, hope you enjoyed, peace❣💜