The Other Woman

Chapter Fifteen

"Rose, arch!" Geo yelled as Niall supported my arched back. "Beautiful!" He exclaimed as my hair touched the floor from my dip. "Okay, everything looks amazing, I think we are ready for the concert tonight!" He said and I sighed, thank the lord I need a break. I walked over to the edge of the stage where Harry was sitting, right next to my water bottle. I tiptoed by him, trying to reach my water bottle without confrontation. "Rose.." I cursed under my breath.
It's been a week since Niall and I had sex, and Harry has either ignored my existence or been really mean to me and I'm done poking the beast. "Yeah?" I said quietly, standing behind him. He turned his body to look up at me. "Can we talk?" He asked and I sighed, sitting next to him. "I want to be friends. I'm done being angry." I was a bit confused by his readiness to let everything go, but I agreed nonetheless. "Look, don't tell anyone, but I have a small gig at a club with a few songs I wrote down in australia. I just want to get my solo music out there, and I was wondering if you wanted to be my backup, dancer/singer." "You need a dancer at a 'small' gig?" I asked and he sighed. "Okay, it's like 100,000 people but I would really like your support.." "Okay fine." I said and stood up, "But we don't tell the boys until the tour is over." I told him and ne nodded, and I walked away.
"Niall, C'mon it's october, i'm freezing and the concert starts in an hour..." "It's fine stop worrying." He laughed and I huffed as he drug me into this forest. "You and mature.." I grumbled and he turned around and pulled me to his chest. "You complain to much.." He smiled at me and kissed my lips tenderly. I sighed as he drug me into the forest even more. Once we finally reached a bridge, he stopped and looked at me intently. It was a bridge over a small stream and japanese pink trees all around us. "You find the most beautiful places.." I whispered as he pulled me towards him. "Because I have the most beautiful girl.." He whispered, planting a kiss on my forehead. I looked up into his light blue eyes, his warmth making me smile. "Rose, will you be my girlfriend?" I smiled up at him, kissing his lips lightly as I was standing on my tippy toes. "Of course."
"Where in the bloody hell have you been?" Jenna screamed, pushing Niall and I into a room to change and do our hair and my make-up. I was rushed into my small black dress and my hair was thrown into loose curls as Niall wore khakis and a grey polo. His hair was spiked up in the front as I put natural makeup on my face. I heard the announcer start to announce the opening act and I panicked as I was suppose to be part of his backup singers. "Good luck babe.." Niall said, kissing my lips quickly as I rushed out to the other back up singers. An up and coming artist called Will, just will, was up. He had a good voice I suppose. As he sung I chimed in with the 'Ah's' and repeating words. It was quite boring, but it adds and extra $400 to my paycheck every week. Once he was done, the lights dimmed and I rushed to the back and stood with the girls. "Babe?" Emma asked with a smiled and I just shrugged. As the boys were announced, the crowd went wild. As 'what makes you beautiful' came on, I took that as my cue to make my way to my boyfriend on stage.
I yawned as I rolled out of bed with Niall's arms wrapped around me. I walked out of the room and to the kitchen where an almost naked brown haired boy stood with a mug in his hands. "Can't sleep?" I asked and he jumped slightly, looking over at me. "Just thinking.." He said as I grabbed a water bottle out of the fridge. I nodded and began to head back to the room, but Harry's voice stopped me. "Come with me.." He said, grabbing something out of the cabinet and a blanket off of the couch. I bit my lip but walked out of the suite with him. I followed him to elevator. He hit level 39 and the door's shut behind me. I stood there, in some spandex shorts and a sports bra. I laid against the opposite wall from him and he laughed. "I'm not going to do anything.." Once we reached the 39th floor, we walked out onto the roof and he walked over to the ledge, as the whole roof was flat. He sat there and let his feet dangle off the side of the building. I sat next to him and he wrapped the blanket around me and opened the bottle of wine.
"Harry-" "Amy wants to get married in London.." He said and my eyes widened. "She just can't go without marrying me and I could only talk her back to London.." "That's three months away.." I whispered and he nodded. It was silent for a minute, we were both thinking so intently. "You love him?" He asked, handing me the wine bottle. I knew this was a bad decision but I chose to make it anyway. I chugged about 1/5th of the bottle before handing it back to him. He chuckled a little, taking a sip. "I uh.. I don't know.." I admitted and Harry looked at me. "You love him because he's safe.." He whispered, handing me the wine bottle back. I took a sip and looked at him. "You really love Amy?" I asked and he shrugged. I saw a tear slip out of his eye before he laughed. "She's pregnant.." My heart sunk into my chest.
"I can't believe I got her pregnant.." he said, running his hands through his curls. I was silent. I didn't know what to tell him. "I wanted to be with you.." he whispered and I was shocked. "I love you so damn much. Amy is only here because she's carrying my child.." he confessed, pulling out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket. He put one in his mouth and lit it. I held onto the wine bottle tightly. I wanted to break down and cry. I love Harry. I love him so much.. but if he could do this to Amy he could do it to me. I continued not to speak, just to occasionally take a sip from the wine bottle. "I'm sorry." He smiled drunkenly at me. I shook my head, shakily handing the wine bottle to him. "I'm sorry." I apologized and he smiled at me sadly. We sat there quietly as I stared at him. "I love you.." I whispered and he looked over at me. "I wish you didn't." He said a bit harshly and I smiled smally. "Me too.."
"You were amazing at the concert.." he whispered, and I smiled. "You too.." "When the wedding comes, I want you to take my place for the few concerts i'll miss.." he said and I shook my head. "No way.." I laughed and he rolled his eyes. "At least for you and I?" He asked and I shrugged. "Why that song?" I asked and he smiled at me. "I wrote it for you.." my heart skipped a beat as I looked at him stunned. "You're lying." I laughed and he shook his head. "Actually, I'm not." He whispered, taking the last sip of the wine bottle. He started to sing slowly, sending goosebumps throughout my body. "You & I.." he sung lightly. "We don't wanna be like them.. we can make it till the end.. nothing can come between you and I.." I started to cry lightly at his words. "I've wrote another song for you.." he said and my eyes grew wide. "But, I suppose you will have to wait."
"Harry-" "You're so beautiful." He smiled at me, his drunken smile making me giggle and blush. He moved closer to me, and my mind said no, but my body said yes. "I miss you." He said, wrapping my body in a tight hug. "I miss you too." I whispered into his neck. "It's been a hard month without you.." he kissed my neck lightly. My mind said no I as I tried to push him away from me, but that didn't work as my body disobeyed. I missed his embrace, I missed his love, I missed him so much. "Niall treating you good?" He asked, reminding himself I was with him. "Yeah." I whispered and Harry nodded, letting me go. "I hope he makes you happy Rosalyn." He smiled at me through tears.
The sobs broke from my body as Harry kissed my head so lightly, I could barely feel it. "You deserve him." He whispered, stumbling into the elevator. My heart felt heavy in my chest, I couldn't move. I heard the doors closing of him leaving and I cried painfully. It hurt to let him go.. I looked up at the daring moon, causing a sad cast of light over my body. Maybe if you weren't a hoe, this wouldn't happen to you.. I could hear my sister's voice in my head. I sat there for a long time. The breezy against my drunken skin felt nice, it was bitter cold and I deserved to sit here and freeze. The world felt so restricted around me, it hurt. It was like a dog on a leash, dragging me the direction it decided. I stood up on the edge, looking down at the busy street life below me. It was so beautiful here, and I felt so free standing on this ledge. I closed my eyes, taking in a deep breath standing here. "Princess?" I heard an Irish voice wrap around my throat. There's the collar. I opened my eyes and walked toward his opened arms and into the elevator.