January 29, 2018

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It is Monday, at 10:52 A.M. 

I just got out of an FBLA meeting. It was pointless and I didn't even  need to be there. I could have been reading for those 25 minutes but whatever. My day is actually going alright so far. I still have a lot going on though. 

I finally grew a pair though and asked my mom if she has my uncles address so that I could write to him. Unfortunately, she doesn't have his address and I don't know how to get a hold of him, so that sucks. I wish that I could write to him so that I could see how he was doing but I can't. I wish that he had never ended up being so far gone in the first place anyways. I wish that we could have helped him before anything bad happened. But unfortunately that's how life goes and you can't control how other people think. 

Sometimes I wish my life could be like that new movie that is coming out called Everyday. Where I am in a new body everyday to live that life for that person. Who knows what a person could accomplish in that day or if it would really help them out or not. 

I wish all people could be pretty alright but that's not how this life works. Maybe another time, maybe not. But right now I will live and I will feel alive. I won't always be upset with how my life goes and my life choices. I will not live regrets and and I will not live with remorse. I will have sympathy, and I will be compassionate. I will love unconditionally and forever long. 

I will forgive even though that means not to forget. I will never forget the wrongs that have been done wrong though. 


Until next time. 


-T

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