Why did I not anything to stop it

Why

Hi my name is Jalynn and this is my story it was my first year of middle school and I was meeting people that went to different school and people in higher grades. I was just a 6th grader and I meet these awesome people and became friends and talk to this day.
There was this boy who I meet and started talking with and calling and texting and we just were good friends. Then it changed I started to like him and then the problem started. The problem was that I was always letting him talk to me and say all of these things to me and let it keep on going

We had a good friendship and then the day it started it was like the day I wanted to just not come to school to class. I wanted to make up a story to get out of class so I didn't have to be with him or near him because I knew I would do something to make myself feel bad and I would just walk out. You want to know what it is it's this he said a 6th grader won't say anything to anyone about what am doing so it's cool.

It's not that first time but me in a ok it won't happen again but it just happened again and again and again. I didn't tell my family or my brother he was going to be by my side the whole time but he wasn't, because I didn't let him because I didn't know how he would react.