It's Love, Real Love

Chapter 1: Joshua

Chapter 1: Perfection

Joshua Fremason,his name gives me goosebumps. Why is he so perfect?. Sparkling emerald green eyes,golden brown skin,soft light brown hair, a warm smile,infectious laugh,timid personality and loving nature. How could I not be in love with Josh?. Ever since 7th grade I couldn't keep my eyes off him just everything about him I'm in love with he is my vision of perfection. But he doesn't know I exist,out of these four years of being in love with him I have never been able to work up the courage to speak to him. What would I say anyway?. Hello I'm Emma Dallas and I'm in love with you, every inch of your body gives me the shivers, at night I dream about touching you, holding you and calling you mine.

Anyway he's too perfect for me, I know I'm not worst looking girl at South Colorado High but there are so many better girls than me. Like my best friend Nelly she is gorgeous, she has crystal clear blue eyes, long silky black hair down to her waist,her face looks so grown up and smooth she has never had a spot in her life also she looks 19, nearly very boy in our grade and older wants to hook up with her but she has a boyfriend. Callum he's quite nerdy and kind of a wimp but he is so sweet, kind and caring to Nelly I believe he truly loves her because he hasn't asked her to do anything she doesn't want to do and he believes in morals about treating girls right even though they have already had sex but they're 15 so I don't think it's that bad. He seems like the type of person who would be safe and smart about those kind of things.

Friday morning, on the phone to Nelly "Hey you ready?"I ask platting my hair

"Yeah I've got something to tell you"she says ,sounding worried

"Nel what is it?"I ask puzzled we tell each other everything, there is nothing we don't know about each other. I was the one Nelly told me about sleeping with Callum she doesn't tell anyone anything but me. If her parents knew half of the things she has done she wouldn't be able to go outside again.

"I'll tell you at the bus stop Em bye"she replies and hangs up. I walk downstairs mum and dad are sitting up the kitchen table "Sadia breathe darling breathe"says Dad mum begins to breathe in and out quickly, my mum is seven months pregnant with twins she looks like a whale and ever since she has been pregnant she's been so moody and demanding, I guess I should be happy for her though because she is having a baby again.

She seems so much happy since last year when my baby brother died in my mums belly he was called Ruben-Lee she loved him so much he was everything to her because she always wanted a boy and girl when he died it was like a piece of her died too, me and dad were upset of course but we didn't have the connection to Ruben that she did we didn't feel him just suddenly die inside us. Mum said that she didn't want to have anymore kids because she couldn't go through the trauma again but after going to these classes and therapy she felt like it was the time to try again. And here she is 2 months to ago, I walk over to the the table "morning mum and dad"I say as I grab a breakfast bar from the table "Emma I need you to come straight home from school we are having a scan to find what the babies are and this is a special family moment which I want us all to be apart of"she smiles, I make my way to the front door

"Yeah okay whatever"I say dashing out of the door.

I walk to the bus stop and sit down, as I looked up I see Nelly leaning up against a lamppost on the phone. I want to run up and scare her but she seems like she's in deep conversation. Five minutes later she hangs up the phone and turns around, her eyes are red, it looks like she's been crying. "Nel are you okay?"I ask worriedly as soon as my words reach her ears tears run down her face. I put my arms around her my heart breaks to see her crying, "oh em I'm in so much trouble"she cries barley getting her words out, "it's okay nel you can tell me anything I'm your best friend"I reassure her

"Em, I'm pregnant"she exclaims ,she begins to cry harder "I'm such an idiot why did I do this in the first place"she continues.

As we wait for the bus she begins to tell me all about it and how it happened. "Well last Saturday I stayed over at Callum's and we talked, listened to music and made out you know the usual stuff we do. Anyhow ever since you know we had sex last summer which was amazing and everything, we kinda hadn't spoken about doing it again"she says still with tears in her eyes, the bus is here and we get on. We sit down "as I was saying we hadn't had sex since last summer and I don't know what came onto me that night I mean I guess it was having his smooth sexy body cuddling me, which turned me on or maybe the fact that when he kissed me he look straight into my eyes with so much passion"she explains, taking a piece of gum out of her bag, one for her one for me

"No thanks, anyway did you have sex with Callum Saturday?" I say, shockingly

"Shh Em people from school are on this bus, and yes I did I couldn't resist my hormones were on overdrive and he was just so sexy so basically after sticking my tongue down his throat, I wildly ripped off his clothes, put my body on top of him and you know the rest" she whispers,

"Why do you think you pregnant?"I ask

"Because since last saturday I felt really nauseous so I took a pregnancy test"she says starting to cry, I wrap my arms around her " It came out as positive so I thought I better take three more to make sure, the second was negative, the third was positive and the fourth was negative so I was so confused, that's when I decided to go to the doctors and they called up this morning (when I was at the bus stop) and told me I'm nearly a week pregnant" she continues, crying harder than before I hold her tight and say "it's going to be alright okay everything is going to be fine"I promise even though I have no idea what she is going to do...