Dan's Pov
I woke up with my head pounding and my stomach aching with pain. "UGhh!" I cried out hoping Phil would hear me and come to my rescue. Gosh that sounded weird..I guess there is certain things to say and NOT to say when you're in love with your best friend. Shut up Dan Shut up! "Dan...?" I saw Phil's head peak into the room and than he walked in and stood next to my bed. "Are you okay, or are you having another external crisis?" "I don't feel good.." Phil sat down next to me and felt my head. "Dan you're burning up. What else hurts?" "My stomach...and my head... and my throat." "Alright, okay, calm down I'll get a cloth for you're head and some medicine." With that he stood up and walked out of the room. "I don't think I'm the one who needs to calm down Phil!." "Stop talking it will hurt your throat!" He yelled from the other room. "You are such a mother," I yelled back. "STOP TALKING." I rolled my eyes and smiled. 'Dan stop. You can't think that's cute.' "But I do! I think it's really cute!" I said to myself. "What do you think is cute?" Phil said walking in the room. You. "Nothing... It's nothing." "Okay. I have the medicine. So sit up and take it. It will make you feel better." I sat up and took the medicine. "Strawberry Phil really?" I laughed tasting the medicine on my tongue. "It's what we have!" I smiled at turned over telling Phil I was going to sleep.
6 hours later I woke up feeling even worse than before. My head was hotter and my stomach felt like it was going to explode. "Ph...OW!" I couldn't even talk everything hurt so bad. "Dan! Are you okay?" "NO! It hurts...it's worse and everything hurts!" "Oh Dan..." He went and got the thermometer and put it in my mouth. "Dan Dan Dan. I promise everything is going to be better soon." His hand was in my hair rubbing my head, and my face got even redder from the touch. He pulled it out of my mouth and his eyes went wide. "Get up we are going to the doctors." "Why what's my temperature?" "104...HURRY UP!"
As we got to the doctors I feltl worse than ever. I felt like my head was going to fly off, that's how much it hurt!! We were one of the first people in, due to it being late at night. The doctor showed up and I was laid on the weird chair with the crinkly paper with Phil by my side. "Hello Dan, so tell me what the problem is today?" Before I could even get out a word Phil was talking. "Well Dan woke up with a horrible headache and stomach pains. I gave him medicine and acloth for his face but he woke up 6 hours later feeling even worse. And his temperature is 104." I didn't even realize Phil was stroking my hair until now, and I blushed again. And under the doctors breath, I am not sure if Phil heard but I heard the doctor say. "I see why my daughter ships you two..." Which caused my face to heat up and turn a dark red. "Okay Dan I am going to give you some medicine and it's going to make you feel weird and loopy but you have to take it." "Okay doctor just give it to me." Phil hit me in the side and I started to laugh realizing what I said. "This might hurt a little." That caused me and Phil to laugh even more, before I realized that it was a shot. My laughter died down and my heart started to beat really fast. "Phil..." "Dan don't freak out...Here hold my hand, It'll make it hurt less." My hand slipped into Phil's and everything just sort of went away except me and Phil and before I knew it the shot was done and I was slipping into some weird trance. "Woah what's happening?" I asked no one at all. "The medicine is kicking it, just relax." The doctor said smiling. "Oh and by the way he is going to start saying some really crazy things, but you should know it's all real. The things he is going to say are certain thoughts he is trying to keep inside of him. Stay as long as you like." The doctor said before leaving. "Pha Pha Phaillll!!" I laughed."That's a funny name! Phaill!" Phil was smiling beside me. "Not really how you say it Dan." "Dan Howell? Like the wolf. From that movie Howell." "Dan there isn't a movie called Howell." Phil said giggling. "Your cute when you giggle." Suddenly everything stopped. I didn't have any control over this. Oh No. "What?" Phil said seriously. "I said your cute when you giggle. Actually you're cute all the time, i'm just scared to tell you. I think you are so beautiful amazing funny cute adorable and so damn perfect. You're perfect to meeeeee." I sang. "Dan..." "Okay I'm gonna tell you a secret. But shhhhh don't tell Phil, he'll HATE me!! I love someone!." "Who do you love?" Phil whispered to me. " I love Phil Lester! And not just as a friend. I think he is perfect! But he is my best friend so shhhh! It's between us okay?" "Okay." Phil smiled at me and I smiled back thinking of something else to say. "Do you think he likes me back?" "Phil?" "Yah Phil the one I love!" "I think he loves you just as much as you love him. You should tell him Dan." "I've been in love with him since 2009, and now it's 2014 and he still doesn't know! I always give him these eyes. You know?When I think he is being cute or he looks cute." I gave him the eyes, still unknowing of what I was doing. "Doesn't he realize that I've been in love with him?" "He doesn't realize it... that's why..." Phil stopped at rubbed his thumb across my hand. "..you should tell him." I closed my eyes and whispered something before I fell asleep. "I want to grow old with him..." With that I dozed off to sleep.
The next morning I woke up on the couch. Wait why was I on the couch. What happened last night? Suddenly everything started coming back. I was sick and went to the doctors with Phi, I remember being given this weird medicine, and saying some really strange things. What did I say! It couldn't be that important though...right? Eh whatever...Phil would tell me. I had a feeling it had to do with him, but I just can't remember. I got up and went into the kitchen pulling out the cereal box and pouring it into a bowl. About 10 minutes later Phil walked in with his adorable lion pajamas on and his hair all messy from his sleep. I stared at him with these weird loving eyes I always gave him. "Good morning!" I said as he looked up and smiled and his eyes widened as he looked at my eyes. "What?" I said confused. "I...uhhh...nothing..nevermind." He looked down and shuffled his feet, and I had to keep in the scream that was about to escape my lips. He walked over and started to make his breakfast, glancing over at me every now and than. "So are you feeling any better." "Yah a lot actually. But what's bugging me is I can't remember anything I was saying yesterday when he gave me that injection." Phil dropped his glass of milk on the floor and forze. "Phil are you okay?" I said and walked over to him bending down next to him to clean the milk. "I'm fine.." "Do you remember what I said yesterday?" "Uhhh yes?" I raised my eyebrow. "What that a yes I do, or a yes and no." "It's a yes yes. I remember." "Sooo... are you going to tell me?" "Are you going to tell me?" Suddenly and as soon as he said it, everything came flooding back and my heart actually stopped for a second. "Oh my gosh I think I'm gonna throw up." "I stood up and stumbled backwards. I told Phil I loved him, and I said he was perfect and adorable and cute! I told him everything! Wait..what did he say back. He said I should tell him,,, because he loved me to... "Oh to hell with it." I said as I grabbed the back of Phil's neck and kissed him. Everything around us went away, and again it was only the two of us. His lips were soft and tasted exactly like...pickles. Only Phil's mouth would taste like that. Our lips moved together in such a way that it's like theywere made for each other? I pulled away and my eyes were closed but I could tell Phil was smiling. I opened my eyes to find them locked with the most bluest eyes I have ever seen. So gorgeous and so...nice. "I could get lost in those eyes." I said outloud and Phil blushed and smilied. "Dan..." "I love you." I blurted out. "I know." He pressed his forehead against mine, and right before pressing his lips to mine he said."I love you to." And that's the way it's supposed to be. DanandPhil PhilandDan not Dan and Phil. Just DanandPhil always and forever.
