It's been two days and I've still not been worked up, it's like I'm stuck in my head. I can continue everything in here, but it's still scary. I see all my fears and worst nightmares and lots of old memories. Oh shit! Spiders!! There's like one thousand small spiders coming at me and I can't think them away! I fucking hate spiders! I need to relax and think of how I'm going to escape from my own head and whatever I'm laying in right now. I'm not sure if it's a hospital or what. This is so fucking scary...no, no, no!! There's nowhere else I can run from these spiders. Think, think damnit! I have an idea, I need to think myself a weapon into my hand. This is my world and I can control it so I'm going to give myself something that can help me fight my way out. As I thought tons of noises began to get loud as my weapon began to form in my hands! No, it's disappearing! I need to concentrate harder. The blue outlines of the gun began to shine as my mind assembled the weapon into my hands. It was a laser gun that was black and shot red lasers the burnt through everything. Oh shit! That actually worked, I have the same exact weapon I thought of! I used that gun several times as I made my way through the spiders, but as I ran past the burning spiders and took the left turn I saw something big and scary. It was like a t-Rex, but 10 times bigger and had claws bigger than me. His mouth was dripping the blood of a cow off in the distance. Well shit, there goes my escape! Unless I can make a doorway out of here. Wait, they've done that in the movies so maybe I can too! After several minutes a purple doorway began to appear and on the other side I could see the doctor holding her notebook as she talked to my fake mom. I began to move towards it until I heard the creature running towards me. It was freaking fast and was headed right towards me and I had to react so I shot it with my laser gun to take out his leg causing him to fall. To be honest I really didn't think that'd work, anyways it's time I got free! I walked through the doorway as my real eyes began to open. "He's awake!" The doctor said. I ripped everything out of my arms and jumped out of bed and ran out the door to see a guard grabbed for his gun as I ran by. Before he could get it I threw him into the wall causing him to fall, but that didn't stop me. I kept on moving and made it to the bottom floor to see tons of guards standing there holding weapons as if I was a criminal. I mean I could be, but I don't remember anything. I ran back up to the floor I was on to see the guard still knocked out with his gun next to him. I ran and grabbed it and headed to my window to jump out. As I opened it I heard someone yell "he's up here!" I didn't know what was coming at me so I got out that window fast and made it downstairs and ran and ran. I haven't seen any guards like them before. Instead of a badge they had an eagle. I don't know who they represent, but it can't be good so I need to be cautious now. And all I want is to live the last of my life happy, I guess I can't have that! Oh well, I'll still find happiness. It's time I made a new life far away.
