She lay there in her bed, headphones on and eyes closed, imaging the starry night full of colors in the specked night sky. She smiled to herself, in the midst of her thoughts, thinking of the one and only person that, through rain and sunshine, pain and sorrow, loved her for herself. she smiled more looking like a fool , asleep. The boy had stolen her heart, a boy who lived far away, and only communicated through words. She sighed remembering the distance, she longed for him, for his presence. She stayed there in her imagination, thinking of him, when a song that fitted her situation and emotions, filled her ears ,The XX - Angels, she turned off her lamp going under covers as the song played,
“Light reflects from your shadow
It is more than I thought could exist..” She fell asleep dreaming about him, her heart beating fast.
“..You move through the room
Like breathing was easy
If someone believed me…” She drifted in the state of dreaming, him walking along side by her, holding her hand as her heart beated and her stomach filled with butterflies..
“They would be
As in love with you as I am
They would be
As in love with you as I am
They would be
As in love with you as I am
They would be
In love, love, love…” They kissed, his arms holding her close to him, filing them both with a deep warmth a feeling of safety, love...
“....And everyday
I'm learning about you
The things that no one else sees..” They talked for what seemed minutes but in reality were hours..but when you're with the person you love the most time seems..eternal
“..And the end comes too soon
Like dreaming of angels..” ...She slowly faded away..as he did in her dreams..the longed for each other as they both woke up..from a dream that seemed so real..it hurt
“...And leaving without them
And leaving without them…” ..She hugged
her pillow as she wept, wanting his presence..he on the other side sat up in his bed holding his hands up to his head frustrated that he had only dreamed a sweet moment with his sweetheart..
“...Being As in love with you as I am
Being
As in love with you as I am
Being
As in love with you as I am
Being
As in love, love, love
Love, love, love
Love, love, love…” ..She grabbed her phone and looking at his pictures, pictures that were dear to her and melted her heart, especially his smile in them..to her it was the one smile that lit her up and made her day..
“..And with words unspoken
A silent devotion
I know you know what I mean
And the end is unknown
But I think I'm ready
As long as you're with me..” ..he planned on surprising her..on seeing her brown orbs smile at him those beautiful orbs that stole his heart..
“..Being
As in love with you as I am
Being
As in love with you as I am
Being
As in love with you as I am
Being
As in love, love, love..” ...A few months passed and still the lovers longed for each other..they messaged each other, whenever they could..today was the initiation of fall..her favorite season..they were talking online when she heard a tap on her bedroom window she opened it..and there he was..her angel.
