Prologue:
"New year, New school, New me!"
She said at the beginning of the school year. Before everything happened. When she took her own life. Laying on that bathroom floor, Dying slowly and bleeding. Her life flashed within those few seconds she had to live. In her last breathe she said "So this is what its like to die." It gets peaceful and then you see a bright light. Like something is trying to talk to me. I hear my parents voices. I wanted to tell them. Just to leave me be and let me die. I cant live in this world anymore. Its like the kids here were driving me to kill myself. Once they hear new kids its like "okay yeah. Lets go fuck with their life!" Is that what's going on in their head. Seems like it! "Am i the first kid thats killed them selves". I asked as I'm laying there dying and as my parents called 911
The EMS finally came but it was too late. I was dead on my bathroom floor. Laying there cold and not breathing. As my parents had me in their arms as they cried. I don't know why they cried. It's not like they loved me or anything. Love was a mess. My life was getting fucked over and I was bullied. When I was gone I didn't know what my parents would do. Go back home or stay here and live their lives and remember what happened here in this bathroom. I was better off dead than in this world.
When we moved it was hard times again. My mom got back on drugs. My dad started to drink again. My mother wasn't happy with my father, my father was very abusive. I had to stay in my room for the longest time. I would go out into living room for dinner and that's it. Times at home were really hard. Being around a druggy and a alcoholic were really hard and no one knows it. I always had suicide on my mind but it wasn't worth killing myself until the situation became worse.
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