I've gone insane.
Loving the crushing pain.
Drowning in this cheap champagne.
Think I'll split myself open and watch all these feelings spin around the drain.
Pull me apart to entertain
While you grin and I watch in horror and in vain.
Round and round I ride this endless train.
Would you please explain
Why I'm the one to blame.
The sky opens up like a hurricane
Because I am the violence in the rain
Destroying it all and spreading the pain.
Let's refrain.
This is not humane.
I'll try and detain my disdain.
Wash my hands to clean the blood stains.
I'm living through a screen
But you can't hear me scream.
Dying in a dream
Running on pure gasoline.
My heart nothing but a cold machine
Not even a human being.
Against my skin, the cold metal
But to pull the trigger, it's instrumental.
Slamming down the gas pedal.
Numbing my heart with novocaine.
Swallowing your poison words like sweet octane.
My feelings are restrained.
This idea of love is inane.
It's strange.
I'm deranged.
Prearranged to die today.
While you smile and watch me fall from your windowpane.
