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(Y'all might be wondering why i update so much but DONT SKIP THIS N0TE. sooo long story short, i couldn't find london's @ and i added another character in there group which is alicia because i replaced alicia with lola when i couldn't find lola's @. but today i found her and alicia just so cute and ian wanna take her out sooo i made alot of changes . enjoy tho😭.)

i dance in the mirror, as i listen to the worst by jhene aiko.

"i dont need you but i want.." i mumble as i finish up my brows. i was getting ready to go the mall with arianna,soraya,mariah and lola and al (A/N y'all might be confused on what her name is but, they call her by lola more than london)

i don't cake up my face on the daily , because when i do it feels uncomfortable and unnatural, so i only do it for special events.

today  just put on mascara,did my brows and put on some lip gloss.

i went to my closet and racked through all my clothes. i finally decided to wear a blue drawstring sweater, black jeans and white nike air force 1 hightops.



the girls had invited jerome , marcus and marion.  marion had had a crush on me ever since he came to the school, in 9th grade, when i was in 10th grade.

i didn't like him back because of the way he would do girls . he would always try to flirt with me or get with me , but i knew better.

although the times when he's not a dickhead he's really nice and chill.

i sit in front of the mirror in front of my bed and play with my hair. i decide to keep it down, so i put a little bit off product in it and started brushing it.

i winced when the brush got stuck in a thick lock of hair. 

i have really thick and big hair that i inherit from my moms side of the family.

i grimace as it pushes down slowly to the ends.

my phone then started ringing to my favorite song ; power by yg. i really am a thugger girl, name any song i know itttt.

i put the brush down on the carpet, and pick it up.incoming call from  mar💕👽 .

I pick up then  put the phone on speaker and put it on the floor as i continued brushing my hair.

"hello?" he says in a deep  voice.  "marcussss"i coo, while brushing my hair and smiling adoringly.

"get your fatass outside."  i roll my eyes, and get up and put the brush away. "you're early. i said 4:15 not 4:00 nigga"

" well im here so get outside .nigga" he snaps, imitating my voice. i make a face . "ion even talk like that, you sound retarded."

"which is exactly how you sound then." he says chuckling. i laugh at how stupid he is "whatever, i be there in 5." i say walking over to my phone and hanging up before he could answer.

i go back to my mirror and do my edges real quick,then clean up my room  so my mama dont get a heart attack.

i grab my bag, my keys, and my phone than head out my bedroom door.

"and where is you goin' ?" asks kayla,sitting on the couch and lifting her head up from her phone.

i go in the kitchen and look for the fiji water, which is supposed to be in the fridge but isnt there.

"kayla did you drink all the fiji water?" i ask turning to her.

"yes bitch,  i was goin thru this phase called dehydration." i roll my eyes.