She's Not Jennifer

Caught up

(UNEDITED)
Monday, October 23rd
12:30pm
Phoenix, Arizona

Valentina

Last night was so weird. I was gonna FaceTime Trinidad but Chandlen didn't leave till late, right before my parents got home, and I didn't wanna bother him late at night out of the blue.

Nothing happened but it was just new to see Chandlen in person. He walked cookie with me which was nice because it had gotten dark outside.

The only thing that Chandlen did that was a little not okay was rub my ass once when I was sitting next to him on the couch. I quickly tapped him and he didn't do it again.

I mean yeah he's fine and we mix well, but I have Trinidad and he's the person I hope to do that type of stuff with eventually... I'm not trying to stir up old feelings with Chandlen.

Plus I don't wanna mess up the friendship that we just renewed. I don't know how I'm gonna tell CJ and Jade about this. They're gonna kill me for having him over and not telling them.

I mean he was supposed to be picking me up... he somehow ended up in my living room so he just hung out at my place.

I could tell he was horny though. I make sure I didn't do anything to lead him on... that would be a mess.

" Valentina... woo hoo, earth to Valentina." I jump back in my chair and my teacher scares me.

" Sorry I just zoned out."

" I saw that, the bell rung sweetie." Oh shit how could I forget about the only reason I make it through the rest of the day.

I grab my stuff, get up, and head to my locker before I go to lunch.

This school has open campus lunch so I might see if Jade & CJ wanna run to Wendy's or something that isn't school lunch.

***

Me, Jade, and CJ all agreed to go to chipotle because... why tf not.

I'm trying to figure out a way to tell them that I saw Chandlen.

It isn't too much of a big deal but like I know they will make it one and I am probably just overreacting.    

Right now we're in CJ's car and he's bumping my Manz song.... I may or may not have learned every single word.

" Turn down the music." I tell Jade, who is in the passenger seat.

" Huh?" She turns down the music.

" I have something to tell y'all." Jade cocks her eyebrow up because she expects to be told things as soon as they happen.

" Ight what is it?" CJ asks.

"Chandlen."

Jade squints her eyes at me while CJ pulls into chipotle and parks.

After he fully stops the car after parking it he gives me a " bitch are you retarded??" Face.

" Valentina." Jade says.

I look down because I already know what's coming. These two motherfuckers act like my parents.

" Val, why are you bringing up that nigga?" CJ asks in a calm but confused. He's the nicer one ... and then you have Jade.

" He just popped out of nowhere again." I shrug.

" Your dumbass responded... didn't you?" I nod my head and Jade rolls her eyes.

" Listen girl, you either gotta cut off all contact or keep it friendly. There is no way in hell you are putting him over that fine ass singing taco. Even if he is fine himself." I rolled my eyes and Laughed at what Jade referred to Trini as.