It's just too hard a time in my life.
All my dreams take flight.
I try so hard just to survive that I forget I'm supposed to live this life.
I do enough just to get by.
That's more than enough because I gave up on life.
I'm not like other teens my age.
I don't want to party or live my life onstage.
I just want to be happy but I guess I don't deserve that much.
Tired of punishing myself and I want to give up.
I hate that I cause me so much pain.
I'm like the cloud that brings the rain.
