Jesys pov
I walked to a mirror and looked at myself in the mirror and I thought I hate myself and I'm so fat. When Jeff and Matt walked in, I acted like I'm fine and wiped my tears from my eyes. I just realized that they're watching me. Jeff slowly walks up to me and asks me if I'm okay, I faked a smile and said yeah Jeff I'm okay. Jeff doesn't believe me that I'm okay. Then matt walked up to me asked the same question as Jeff. I said I'm not okay matt, he looked at me and kissed my forehead wrapped his arms around my waist in a friendly and protective way.. I lay my head backwards on Matt's chest and I said in his ear I'm not okay because I'm not good enough and every time when I look in a mirror, I don't like what I'm seeing. He looked at me and looked with sad eyes and said "Jesy you're perfect the way you are ". I smiled at him and hugged him. Then Jeff walked in with a girl, and he kissed her passionately. At that moment I felt my heart break and my eyes started to tear up, matt noticed me tearing up and Jeff said " guys meet my new girlfriend Sasha " I walked up to her and shaked hands and walked back to matt, and he held me close to his body and hugged me tight and whispering nice things to me. Finally I said nice to meet you Sasha " and " she said you too " and I ran out of the room and rushed to Matts room, and walking to the bathroom and sliding my back of the cold marble of the sink and the tears flowed out of my eyes and fell down on my cheeks. Matt found me crying with my knees up and oh Jesy I'm so sorry that it happened to you. I tried to laugh it off and I scooted closer to matt and cuddled up into his chest and arms, he said "I see those tears in your eyes, I feel so helpless inside, Oh love there's no need to hide, If your ghost pulls you up high and it feels like you've lost who you are". I smiled, he looked in my eyes and kissed my cheek again
