Ms. Heartbreaker Meets Mr. Player

Chapter 19: Jennifer | What's Going On?

Okay, guys. Here's the chapter 19! Hope you have fun reading this. I was listening to Ellie Goulding's Dead In The Water while writing this. And it made me relax and calm. Yes, this chapter is about their date. But in Jennifer's point of view. But I won't spoil you guys. Haha.

So I just hope you enjoy this.

Nina Dobrev as Jennifer Keller Cavill >>

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Chapter 19: Jennifer | What’s Going On?

Title: What’s Going On?

POV: Jennifer

 

           I really miss Azariah, the way he touches my skin, the way he kisses my lips, everything about Azariah. I miss being in his arms. Whenever I’m with him, I feel complete and nothing matters. And it’s still hurting me. Maple and Azariah. I’ve seen them kiss, and I was dumb. I watched it, and look what it has done to me: hurting. Did I give up too early? I think I should have given him a chance. After all, humans deserve a second chance, right?

          What to do, Jennifer?

           My heart is aching so much that it would shatter sooner or later, and I know only Azariah can mend it. I need him by my side, I need him in my life. My heart is craving for him. His lips that are palpable, soft, reddish and hot. I miss pressing my lips against it. I want to feel his lips once again, even his body heat. As I’m walking across the hallway, I see Georgina and George running towards me, and they seem in a good mood. Obviously, because they are laughing.

          They reach me, and they are both panting hard. Taking oxygen. George looks at me with a smug look. What’s going on?

          We stare at each other, Georgina is grinning ear to ear as if she’s planning something bad for me. And I look at George, who is looking at Georgina with an evil smirk plastered across his face. I shake my head, looking at them makes my heart worse. I mean, I’m totally happy for them. But seeing me without Azariah by my side is hurting me so much, I’m just coping it, trying to hide the pain. I should call Troy just for fun, I need someone who will distract me, who will make me forget just for a day, and that person is none other than Troy.

          Georgina breathes, making me snap my head in her direction. “Sleepover!” She squeaks. I open my mouth to protest. But cut off because she raises a finger. And what does she mean by ‘sleepover’? We, including George, will sleepover in whose room? Mine? No way! I don’t want sleepovers. Last time, I was kicked on the face because my brother was a heavy sleeper and moves a lot. And that time, I swore to myself: No sleepovers! “We will sleepover in my room. Not in your room. Because your room is stinky!” What? My room is stinky? It’s not stinky, I clean my room a lot. George shots her a look. I don’t know about that, there is something wrong in his expression. Like, he’s planning something. Like he’s on a secret mission.

          “No, Georgina. Party!” George protests. Georgina glares at him, and he widens his eyes. Georgina seems to get it because she nods furiously. “Get something fancy dress. Georgina, help her.” I shake my head at George. Oh no, no, no. No party for me. I have had enough. I don’t want a guy, I have plans! I will be with Troy. I look at them both, trying to analyze what’s happening. Curiosity is overruling my whole body, even my mind.

          “What’s going on?” My mouth speaks.

          “We will party. Georgina!” George shouts at her, and she jumps. She grabs my hand and leads me to her room. Okay, what is really going on? I have no idea. Maybe I need to loosen up just for a bit, after all, I’ve had enough. I need a break just for myself. If Azariah doesn’t want to fix this relationship, I will not bother it. If he doesn’t want, then it’s okay with me.