Don't Speak

The Void Inside Me

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed, again.
Trying to avoid the void inside of me, again.
Sometimes drinking away the pain isn't best for me but I still do it.

Even now it's hard to quit.

Staring into the darkness is all I do anymore.
The same tears staining my cheeks just like they have done time and time before.

I can't breathe.
I can't control myself when I start to seethe.

I'm ashamed of who I am.

I'm just a lamb.

Waiting for a dream to stream in.
To breakaway the nightmare I'm in.