When it started

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Alright we are going to say my name is Amira because I hate writing my name so it started in grade 5 people started torturing me (I was new) so I thought This girl we'll name her A was my friend and then she gossiped and said she didn't want to be my friend it got better after the end of the year... or so I thought so fast forward to grade six I had the two best friends A and another girl we'll call her C so the whole year I was happy (not really though ) but I had two friends that always made me happy fast forward(again) grade seven a fresh start... right wrong my friend A started dating M a grade A asshole that made me think about killing myself everyday and then he called me a slut which maybe I am and maybe I'm a whore even though I'm to ugly to get a boyfriend people still do this to me and it just hurts so much but really honestly if you're going to tell someone to kill themselves be prepared for them to actually do it because I've tried twice both with Advil neither worked they only made me have less pain one time with 3 and another time with 5... now it's now and just today my sister called me a crazy bitch a manwhore and even told me to kill myself oh happy day right?

 now it's now and just today my sister called me a crazy bitch a manwhore and even told me to kill myself oh happy day right?

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^^honestly would anyone really care or would they just feel sorry for me. If I took a blade to my wrist would they really care if they saw all my scars would they talk about it or would they think I'm a weird crazy person... I fake a smile everyday so people won't suspect what I'm planning.

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