Summer's POV
Does he look nervous? Or is that just me? Maybe I'm making him nervous. I mean I did just come over here looking a mess, and acting crazy. All because I had a nightmare.
You'd think after years of having nightmares almost every night I'd get used to them but its just something I can't get used to.
My first instinct is always to find someone that I feel comfortable with. I feel extremely comfortable around Sawyer. So that's why I came here. The look on his face makes me regret it though.
Why was he thinking about Danielle? I can't really blame him she is gorgeous but... Danielle? Out of all people why did it have to be her? She's the first person that I can think of that I don't like and that's who he's thinking about.
I think life is out to make me miserable. I can see Sawyer arguing with himself. He wants to tell me something but he almost looks afraid to do it. I know I came in here really upset but I can handle whatever he needs to tell me.
"Just say it Sawyer. I'll be fine."
"It's not you I'm worried about." Whats that supposed to mean?
"I won't do anything to Danielle either." I say grudgingly. I mean I know its obvious that I don't like her and I'm sure that I'm falling for Sawyer but I wouldn't actually hurt her. . . At least I don't think I would.
He looks up at me skeptically. Almost like he doesn't believe what I'm saying.
"I'm more worried about me." He basically whispers.
"I won't do anything to you either." I mean he has to know that I can't physically hurt him.
Sawyer's POV
She can actually hurt me a lot more than she thinks.
In ways worse than Danielle ever could. Danielle had power over me because I gave it to her. She used that against me, but in a way it was my fault. I let Danielle do what she did.
Summer is different. I don' think she realizes how much she means to me yet. And here I am about to ruin it by telling her the most pathetic story in the world.
Well here goes nothing...
"Wow." Is that really all she is going to say?
"I didn't know if there was actually something going on with the two of you or not. But I didn't expect this. I can't believe she would do that to you. You're so sweet and amazing. But I kinda feel bad for her to. I can only imagine what she was going through at that time. She sounds like she was amazing until she wasn't anymore. I wonder what changed?" She's rambling and I love it. I should probably stop her but with every sentence I become more fascinated with her.
I'm astounded that she's so open minded she actually feels bad for not liking Danielle. Summer is still talking and I have no idea what she's saying. Now is probably a good time to stop her.
"Summer?"
"And what did that guy do to her? Who would have sex with her if they knew you guys were dating?" I don't think she's going to stop anytime soon. So I do the first thing I think of to shut her up.
I kiss her.
Summer's POV
His lips are ... I wonder if he knows what he does to me? How is it possible that one simple kiss can fill me with this much pleasure?
As his lips press gently against mine I'm overcome with this feeling of rightness once again. Every touch, every smile, every laugh, every word is just perfection.
I can't wrap my head around the fact that Danielle left this. He is amazing. No matter how much of him I get I think I'll always need more.
Which would explain why I'm climbing on top of him, and deepening the kiss. The kiss that was most likely meant to shut me up, but hey I'm not complaining and neither is Sawyer. He groans into my mouth, and pulls me even further on his lap.As I'm straddling him, and he's pulling my shirt off the door opens.
Fuck. Shit. WHY NOW? We were just getting to the good stuff. I turn around to see the person I plan to murder.
"Oh shit! my bad Sawyer" I'm guessing this is his roommate. I can't kill him for coming into his own room can I? I don't think that's legal. Maybe if I get caught I can make a plea bargain for mental insanity. I'm never sane when Sawyer is around so maybe that will be a good defense.
I'm still plotting murder when Sawyer slides me off his lap. I wasn't planning on leaving that spot for a while.
"I'm Brian by the way." Brian makes his way over towards us. I hear Sawyer growl behind me. Whats his problem? I look up at Sawyer, who is glaring at Brian, who is leering at me. Me who is currently shirtless. Shit! How did I forget that? I quickly tug my shirt on and then introduce myself to Brian.
"I'm Summer." This is probably the most awkward situation I've ever been in.
"You're cute." I feel Sawyer tense up by my side. Brian obviously is over stepping some type of boundary. Before I can think of something to say Sawyer says "Get the fuck out now." In the calmest voice I've ever heard.
God his voice is so sexy. Brian looks at Sawyer, cheeking to see how serious he is. Before backing out of the room.
As soon as the door closes Sawyer is pulling me onto his lap again, and kissing me with a desperation and hunger that I wasn't expecting.
I would love to return the gesture but Brian completely ruined the mood for me. I gently push Sawyer back and watch his eyes as he slowly calms down.
"I'm sorry." What in the world is he apologizing for? He must notice my confusion because he quickly adds.
"He was looking at you and it just pissed me off. I know I don't really have a reason to be pissed but I want you. You're mine. Ok maybe not mine because you're not property but you know what I mean right?" He's flustered and adorable by the time he finishes this.
"It's fine." I smile and lean down to kiss him gently.
"Is it ok if I stay here?" I really don't want to go back to my room.
"Yeah. Are you sure you don't want to talk about it?" Why did he have to remind me? I had almost forgotten about the stupid nightmare.
"Nightmare?"
"What?"
"You just said you almost forgot about the stupid nightmare." He clarifies.
"I didn't mean to say it out loud." I answer honestly.
"Well you did." He pokes my nose and lays down. I snuggle up next to him and slowly drift of into a peaceful sleep.
(I was going to attempt to write some smut, but it just wasn't happening for me. Poor Summer and her nightmares. What do you think causes them? Just a warning there's some drama coming so be ready for that. Happy Thursday little piglets).
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