Carried Away

Mistakes

What the hell happened last night? Who's bed am I am? And most importantly were the fuck are my clothes?

I remember going out with Jaylen but not much after. Maybe partying isn't the best way to get over someone. I really didn't think this one through. I've been known to do things on impulse but I never thought I'd have a one night stand. 

I'm pretty sure that's what this was.  People don't just wake up naked after a night of partying, unless they hooked up with someone. 

"Hey sexy." Just as I think things can't get any worse I see a naked Jaylen, standing in front of the bed I just woke up in. 

If I look at the bright side of things at least I didn't sleep with a stranger. On the downside of things Jaylen is a friend. A close friend at that. A close friend that another close friend happens to have a crush on. 

Having sex with a friend never turns out well. Having sex with your friends crush is always a train wreck. 

I fucked up. Big time. 

It may seem irrational but I can not deal with this right now. I grab my clothes, and run out without saying  word to Jaylen. I run right into Kaylie.

"Just relax Summer" Kaylie tells me for what seems like the fiftieth time in one minute. I can't expect her to understand why I'm freaking out. I haven't told her about last night yet.

"How do you expect me to relax Kaylie? He's not supposed to be here" I snap at her. A part of my mind knows that its not her fault that he showed up, but still. I can't do this. How do they expect me to just hang out while he's around? 

It's bad enough that we just broke up(we were'nt technically together but it still felt that way). Even worse that I just slept with Jaylen. I know this is all my fault but I'm not sure how I'm supposed to fix this, but I do know one thing. Being with both Sawyer and Jaylen all day long can't possibly end well. 

I know I can. I know I can. I know I can. That's my moto for the day. I'm gonna keep it together. Jaylen should be busy with Danielle. For once I'm glad all the guys pay so much attention to her. Bitch or not she might save my ass today.  I'll just glue myself to Mary's side for the day. 

What am I going to do about Mary? I know I have to tell her. Hell, I have to tell Kaylie, Sam, and Cameron too. And what am I supposed to tell Jaylen?   

The day is clearly going down hill, and fast. After running out of Jaylen's room I ran into Kaylie who had her idea of a perfect Sunday.She gathered our group of friends and told us her plan.

There's a stream not to far off of campus. Kaylie wants us to all hang out there for the day. I really didn't want to go, but the excitement on her face stopped me from declining. 

After all it's not Kaylie's fault I'm an idiot. 

I'm looking out the window, and contemplating how to get myself out of this mess when my thoughts are interrupted by Kaylie's voice.

"Summer what the hell is wrong with you?" Kaylie asks angrily. I look around the truck and see that everyone is looking at me(besides Ben who is driving) with different expressions. Danielle looks disinterested as always.  Cameron and Sam look worried. Jaylen, Aiden, Mary are  watching me with confused expressions. Sawyer who will barely look at me looks guilty. 

Good he should feel guilty this is all his fault. 

Wait a minute. Since when do I blame my mistakes on other people? I can imagine my dads voice in my head right now telling me to always take responsibilities for my actions. 

"Nothing I just um... I don't .. I'm spacing out that's all." I stumble over the worst excuse I have ever said. No one in the truck believes me, but no one questions me further either. 

After a rather silent drive we get there. This place is absolutely gorgeous. I looks the scene of a movie. There's a pretty big open space, the stream is at the far side of the opening.  

Everyone is staring at the space in awe no one seems to know what to say.

"Babe this is amazing." Ben tells her, and she giggles.

"I know. No one really comes down here. It's a great place to smoke and it's really pretty."

(Sorry short chapter. I was supposed to update yesterday but my mom turned of the wifi so I couldn't. Anyway I'll try to upload another one today.How'd you feel about this chapter? Was it to predictable? I feel like it was. Tell me what you guys think in the comments please).