Carried Away

Secret Meetings

"So what the hell is going on?" This is one of the many reasons I love Sam. She's straight to the point, no bullshit involved. I would just answer her but Danielle is here. Kaylie and Mary already know that I slept with Sawyer, but Danielle and Sam know nothing about it. I'm not sure how they'll react to finding out.

Even worse I have no idea how everyone will take the news that I slept with Jaylen to. Everyone in our group of friends went to high school together, besides Mary and I. I know for a fact that Kaylie thinks of Sawyer as a brother. 

"I had sex with Jaylen." I confess, hanging my head in shame. Kaylie and Mary gasp in surprise, clearly they weren't expecting that.

"I thought you guys were just friends." Sam says, trying to figure out what the problem is.

"We are just friends."

"So it was just a hookup?" I wish Sam would stop asking questions. I know I called this little meeting thing but still. 

"Not really... I mean kinda.. Like I don't like him like that I was just drunk and..." I trail off into silence.

"So what's the problem?" Sam asks curiously. I look up at Danielle, praying that she isn't paying attention to our conversation. Unfortunately she is. I don't like Danielle but she shouldn't have to hear this. No one needs to hear that the guy she was in love with had sex with another girl. A girl that she doesn't like at that. I look back down at my hands before mumbling Sawyer's name. 

Sam doesn't seem to know what to say. Danielle is already angry I can see that from here. She's practically foaming at the mouth. OK I may be exaggerating a bit, but she is upset.

I can see Sam's curiosity battling with her need to protect her friend. I'm praying that protecting her friend wins, but I can tell the curiosity is killing her. 

"What about him?" I can tell she's purposely not using his name for Danielle's sake. 

"I slept with him too like two weeks ago." and I think I'm in love with him, even though he thinks I'm pathetic. The second part is best unsaid.

No one says anything. All five of us just sit without saying anything until Mary speaks.

"So what exactly do you need help with?" I thought Mary would be mad at me. She does like Jaylen after all, but the only thing I can hear in her voice is concern.  

"I need to talk to Jaylen first I think because he's a good friend but he's mad and I have no idea what to say to him. Then I need to figure out a way to tell Sawyer because Jaylen almost told him today but..." I trail off again, not sure where I'm going from there. 

"I have some advice." I look up to see Danielle smiling sweetly. Well this is an unexpected plot twist. Why does she want to help me? We all wait for Danielle to give this advice. I should have known she wouldn't be willing to help me. 

"Stop being a slut and leave those two the fuck alone." 

"Coming from the girl that fucked her entire high school. Great advice Danielle but I think you need it more than I do." After hearing her story I really feel for Danielle, but I'm already on edge today, and Daniells is testing my limits. 

"Guys guys please don't do this. Sawyer and Jaylen were already fighting we don't need anymore drama." Sam practically begs while Kaylie and Mary watch us. 

I look around the room and decide to go. I got myself into this mess, and I'll be the one to get myself out of it. 

(Another short chapter I'm sorry for some reason I was just running out of ideas this week. Next week will be better I promise. How do you think Mary is right now? She can't be very happy but she's still trying to help Summer. That's a good friend right there. Kaylie and Sam are basically in shock. Then there's Danielle, I think Summer wants to punch her maybe she will. Anywho Happy Thursday I hope you're having a good week).