You Can't Escape Yourself (Antisepticeye x reader BOOK 3)

Ch 4: A Friend and a Text

(Y/N POV)

As I slowly arrived at Jack and Signe's house I started having second thoughts... I mean they might be busy or not even home! What if Signe doesn't actually like me? I don't know what to do!!! Why is everything just going to shit!! Why couldn't all these "plot twists" in my life just end when we found each other again?! Where's my happily ever after?! Ughhhh!!! WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO COMPLICATED!!! I screamed as I slammed my head down onto the steering wheel honking the horn slightly. It was enough to get a confused looking Signe peeking out the door trying to find the source of the strange sound. Woooow I just had to go and fuck it up even more! Good job Y/N if they had championship for fucking up you'd win first every fucking time!!!

Signe recognizes my car and has already started walking towards me. Well shit now I'm definitely screwed and have no choice but to talk to her. "Hey Y/N! How've- oh are you ok?" She must've noticed I've been crying... I probably look like an utter disaster. "I- it's a long story.... t-that I was hoping.... like.... i don't know...." I stammered. Ughhhh I'm so dumb!!!! "Here come inside I'll make us some coffee" she said smiling at me. She looked passed me at my suitcase sitting in the passenger seat. "What's that for?" She asked "I was gonna book a hotel to stay at... I just... me and Anti needed a break...." I said pausing trying to speak properly without sounding like a total idiot. "Bring that with you. You can stay with me and Jack we have a guest bedroom." She smiled and said no problem as I thanked her.

I told her everything as we sipped coffee. "Wow low blow man." She said "why wouldn't he tell you about the whole heart thing?" She continued. "That's what I want to know!" I semi shouted.... "I'm sorry for raising my voice..." I apologized. "You're under a lot of emotional stress, it's ok." She said calmly... it's been bugging me ever since I started driving here. "Do you hate me?" I said immediately regretting my stupidity... "of corse not!" She replied almost instantly "why would I hate you?" Hehe good question. "Well... I just kinda showed up one day... I don't know... I thought maybe I just bothered you..." I stumbled over my own words. "Not at all! Honestly I like you, as a friend obviously." She stated matter of factly "R-really?..." I stammered, shocked yet relieved. "Of corse! I love talking to you!" Said Signe. Honestly that made me feel better. "WIIIIIIIISHUUUUU!!!" We both jumped slightly at the sudden outburst. Signe started laughing "looks like Jack's finished recording" she finished her sentence as the green bean himself made his way down the stairs. "Oh hey Y/N! What brings you here?" He asked smiling. "Here, Y/N, you can take your bag to the guest room and unpack and I'll fill Jack in for you" Said Signe winking at me. I nodded my head as Signe continued "up the stairs 2nd door on the left" I made my way up the stairs and to the guest room. It was a nice room. Grey walls with calm pastel accents. I put my last minute thrown together suitcase on the bed and started to unpack. I put my few clothes in the pastel purple nightstand. I also took out my computer and plugged in my head phones. I just needed to drone out life. I was about to play one of the songs when I heard a light knock on the door. "Come in." a sympathetic Jack walked in. "Hey, I'm sorry about Anti... he can be... how to word it... difficult I guess... I mean I should know hehehe.." Said Jack giggling slightly "he tries... but I don't think he really understands..." I said "that's very true... but you can stay as long as you need ok? I understand how you feel..." he said about to walk out. I got up and gave him a hug. Tears starting to escape my eyes "t-thank you" I stammered. He hugged back "aww no problem." He pulled away. He looked as if something was bothering him. "Y/N-... I know this is probably not a good time but... I mean... I've just been wondering... with all this stuff that has happened... I have a question." I looked at him confused. "What's the question?" I asked "Well... your a demon now and everything.... Again with everything going on... What I'm trying to ask is...If you had the chance to change who you are... would you?" His question hit me like a speeding bullet... I didn't know how to reply "I-I-I-" I was the cut off by him "Im sorry I shouldn't have asked.... ugh I'm so stupid..." he walked out of the room "I'm sorry again"

I got my pjs on a slipped under the covers. Jack's question still burned in my mind. I quickly took it my lap to the watch YouTube hoping to suppress the many thoughts running around in my head... I don't know what to think... what to do.... I looked over at the time 2:30am jeez how long was I watching YouTube for?! "bzzzzzzt" my phone buzzed. I looked over to see that someone had texted me. "Anti:-" I rolled my eyes but I continued to read even though I really didn't want to, curiosity got the best of me. "Anti: Y/N... this is all my fault I'm so sorry... please meet me at the park near my house at 3am... please I want to apologize." That's in 30 mins.... should I go though? Ughhhh I don't know what to do..... ok... he's owning up to it, so obviously he's realized this is his fault... I guess I should at least hear him out... I mean I could always come back to Jacks place right?

Ok I've made up my mind... I'm going...

A/N: happy Easter!!! Hahaha I bet you thought I wasn't gonna keep my promise and post today! Jokes on you!!! Next chapter will be coming out in a few mins so stay tuned!!!