chapter 19

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by Its_Posh

by Its_Posh

Cassie's POV

After the night Jason's mom asked me to leave his son for Roselle I did, I don't like being a nuisance that's just who I am. Sometimes I think I'm a coward I never stand up for myself let alone what I want.

Besides Jason never did too, he let me go he never fought for me I thought he was being truthful when he said this is real and different I guess I was wrong.

I had changed my number again and avoided Jason by all means. I hadn't seen him in weeks and I plan to keep things that way besides I'm not the wreck less type I'm always focused so how could I slip up and think I could have fallen in love so soon I mean it's so unlike me.

Although I wouldn't let myself admit it but I did care for him a lot, too much for my liking to be honest.

Jason was a sweet person if you gave him a chance and took the time to know him.

In one month I'm graduating from high school well I'm thinking of applying in some of the universities even though I'm still undecided as to what to pursue.

I've heard Roselle had moved in with Jason she was indeed pregnant and the stomach has started to show apparently she was about four months along

I kept my distance, Jason came to school some afternoons however after some time he got the drill and stopped coming to school to try and talk to me I was really done I was too young for all the drama.

All I needed was to focus on me and my education or just finding myself a part time job while I decided what to do like I've never been this unfocused in my life this guy has really messed up with my head.

In just one month I'm graduating and I will be in full control of my life. On top of that I'll be 18 in 2 months finally getting to make my own decisions.

In School I was doing really well with no distractions scooping A's and I was focusing on the cheer squad and to think I'm not even sure I want to study its shocking

My mom hadn't noticed anything wrong or different with me, I hid my emotions very well, I was very good at that you could never tell and that's what I liked about me because to be honest I haven't been feeling well lately due to Jason's stress and finding out he's having a baby and his mom kicking me out I've been worked up but managed to handle myself really well no one could tell that I'm feeling really terrible and sick.

I'd admit that I've lost a bit of weight in the last month, I haven't been able to keep some food down all thanks to Jason in a short space of time he's got this effect on me

And of course my bestie Chloe was still with Shaun things were going well for them and I was happy for my friend its just that we kind of drifted apart a little not that I blame her I shouldn't have been too attached to Jason in the first place and life goes on right.

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One month later I graduated high school and I ended up deciding on getting myself a job to keep busy.

I got a job as a cashier at the Fresh Bean Coffee shop. I actually enjoy working here, freshly baked cakes, fresh coffee and just the vibe it's amazing.

I didn't know how much I was interested in coffee beans I am obsessed, the different kinds, makes and tastes I like it. Actually I want to work in this kind of environment.

I have my life planned out now, no more distractions especially from guys.

I'll work here for a year then go to college and purse a business management course, after that get myself an internship with hope to start my own Coffee company I don't want just a small business I want an empire.

So I started my new job a few weeks ago I'm so excited finally something constructive is happening in my life, my mom though wasn't really happy I'm not studying this year however she's been very supportive of me and I'm thankful for that really appreciative.