I love you. [ ansel elgort fanfict ]

His eyes clasped their powers around my heart as they constantly stared into me. I clasped my sweaty hands together wishing he was next to me. Wishing I could feel his heartbeat thoroughly against my chest. Wishing. I groaned; his perfectness was unbearable and the fact he was metres away made it worse.

Suddenly my heart stopped.

He gripped my bum and hitched me up so I was headline level with him. I put my hands on the each side of his head as he smirked at me. Out of nowhere his lips pressed against mine causing a mountain of butterflies to appear inside of my stomach. God. He was a good kisser. Struggling for breaths he released his lips off mine. "That was good" he muttered. "That was awesome" I replied.

My eyes flashed open to see posters of recent 'stuff' he had been in. To my left I saw the most gorgeous boy next to me. "That was awesome" he laughed. I smiled at him and looked the other way. He grabbed my waist and spooned me. "Our sex should be infinity" he whispered. I rushed around and pecked his cheek but that wasn't enough for Ansel. He pulled me on top him and watched as I struggled to kneel. Then that's when the magic happened. Peter Pan could fly and District 12 was a train ride away.

When he kissed me.

I dozed off after our sexy snogging sesh.

My eyes flashed open in what felt like an instance. I turned but disappointedly saw an empty space beside me. My mouth drooped with an increasing amount if sadness building up inside me. "Morning!" My gorgeous angel walked in the room. His top off with only an apron covering the bottom - front half of his body. The tray he held carried Special K Red Fruits ( my favourite breakfast ) and a glass of water. "For me?" I shivered. "Of course" he winked.

I looked down to notice there were no covers on me and I was still fully naked.

I felt my cheeks begin to redden.

But in seconds Ansel had picked up the fallen bed sheet and placed it onto me. "Thanks" I said.

"I have to get ready for basketball practise babe, coming for a shower?" He asked. "Sure I nodded" He took my hand and pulled me out of bed. "Light as a feather, I know" I joked. "Shut up you" he said as he picked me up and threw me into a freezing cold shower. I screamed and jumped out soaking him. "You little bitch" He smiled slyly. I just laughed.

I do love this boy.

Later on I found myself watching my sexy boyfriend playing his favourite sport, basketball. He was good I can give him that but he excelled at something else in my opinion. ;) I wish I could've just laid my eyes on him but I had revision to do for my end of year exams.. Shit stuff, that's what Ansel called it anyway. To be honest he was right but this revision now was for my exams and if I failed my exams then I could be a hobo. Or just get a pretty bad job.

He walked over his sweaty hair looking extremely hot as it swayed right to left in unison with his body. "Good session baby?" I asked. "Awesome" he winked. "Lay ups were improved, shooting good as usual and passing, just.." "Awesome" I laughed before he could say it. "That'll be our new word then eh?" He said as he picked up my revision books. "Sure" I giggled. He took my hand as we walked back to the changing rooms. "I got picked. For the big big big team" he whispered.

"I will be playing in New York".

I clasped my mouth which was embarrassingly still wide open after minutes. I jumped onto him my teeth beaming in surprise and excitement. "Babe, wait" he ordered. "I am going to join the team for this upcoming season. Seasons are 9 months. My lip trembled because I was worried of what this extra news might be. "I am going to have to move there" he muttered. "You can't come; you will miss school and all your exams. I am going alone".

I couldn't believe he, himself, my lover didn't want me to be with him. To support him in his career. This upset me incredibly.