So what?

"So what? Why can't I have her? Just because he is my best friend doesn't mean I can't have her, which sounds fucked up a bit it's true and you know it." I scowled.

I'm sick of people telling me shit I can and can't do.

"Listen dude, you know it isn't right" Gus sighed.

I laughed, "You know what, if she wants me she can have me and I don't care about what he thinks"

I can have who ever I want. Yea I know I sound like a douche bag but I fucking liked her first, it's not fair how Ashton can have her all to himself 'cus she digs Australian guys.

"Listen you little shit, I'm not trying to be controlling, but you know this isn't right at all dude" Calum said grabbing his phone from my table.

"What ever man, I know I can treat her better and she knows it too" I said rubbing my temples.

Him being here is really stressing me out. It's fucking with my nerves.

"Uh listen man, I have to go my girl wants to go out. Think about what I said alright, don't fuck up a friendship because you're a horny bastard. Bye Gus. " He said calling his girlfriend up.

"Alright, see you later Calum" I mumbled.

"Bai" Gus giggled.

"Dude you're gross, he has a girlfriend" I said rolling my eyes.

He laughed, "Yea says the one whe wants his best friend's girlfriend."

"Shut the fuck up man" I growled and he started laughing as I left the room.

"You know what Lucas, you should take me to the mall, I need new clothes!" Gus yelled from the living room.

"Then get your big lazy ass up and go, I am not driving you to the fucking mall, I'd rather kill myself than to go into all of your gay ass stores." I said, plopping onto my couch.

My phone buzzed on the table, "Don't you fucking dare touch my phone" I sneered.

He put his hands up in defense.

"It's a text from Rose" I gasped.

*uh hey, can we talk later? *

*yea sure, when and where? ill be there :)*

"What did she ask? " Gus said stuffing pop corn into his mouth. "

She, she wants to meet me for something" I gasped.

He laughed, "Oh shit dude, you're gonna get serious head!"

I punched him in the arm. "

Shut the fuck up dude, this is serious" I sternly spoke.

*Meet me at Starbucks at 6:00. Sharp*

*Starbucks? okay ill be there*

"Oh you gotta go to starbucks! All the hot gays go there!" Gus laughed.

I snapped back into reality and locked my phone.

"What the fuck man, im taking you to my moms".

He sat down and pouted, "Not your moms house man, I swear she tries to make me fat, like that witch from Hansel and Gretel."

I laughed and grabbed my keys.

"Too bad, I already told her you are coming by".

He mumbled something under his breath.

"The fuck you say? Better not be about my momma" I snarled.

"Its not" he sighed.

"Good"

~

"No ma, I gotta meet a girl in ten minutes I can't stay." I calmly agued.

"Oh who is this girl? " My mom squealed.

"Rose" Gus bellowed.

My mom frowned and looked away from me, i know what she is thinking.

It's not like that mom, she doesn't love him.

"Well I'm gonna go, bye mom love you, Gus dont do anything fu-i mean stupid" I said kissing my mom on the cheek.

I'm not a fucking monster, people shouldn't treat me like it. I'm doing the right thing, unlike him.