My Little Cancer

Chapter One- Zander

5....4....3....2....1.... Its over, not life, but the school year. Just another boring, miserable school year, I think the only good thing about was the fact that I got all A's.

Which wasn't that impressive to the girls, I don't think girls like a boy who is smarter than she is, neither do all the boys. But that's OK all of them are dickheads anyways so why bother with another problem in my life.

  When I say "another problem" I mean that I have a cancer and to me that's another problem and I guess you can say that its recent. I got it about a month ago and ever sense then, no one cares and I mean no one.

There are parents but there just my parents, I mean I love them and all but it don't matter when there gonna be the only ones at my funeral.

 

  While we all left school I wanted to do one thing before I left, I wanted to go to my only friend. Scott, or known as

  Mr.Wilder are English teacher. You may say that's kind of weird. Because my only friend is a English teacher, but to me I think its grand. Not to be weird and all but I love him. He does stuff for me that helps me in life. Gets me by in life and I think he has has been the one who as actually talked to me this whole year, and he is the only one that knows that I have leukemia other than my parents.

  When I got to his classroom he was just packing up and just after a second he heard me walk in. With an unsurprised look he smiled and said "Zander! happy to see you"

"Happy to see you to Mr.Wilder"

"So how are you feeling Zander"

"Well its the end of the school year so can't say things will get any better, but it might get worst"

"You don't know that I'm sure things will turn out fine"

"I wouldn't think so, my first chemo therapy will be next week and I'm suspected to get 3 surgery's this whole summer"

"Zander... I know that you will be going through a tough time-

"No, no you don't have cancer, your not dyng , I'm dying and now I have to wait and watch my self die."

"I'm sorry Zander, you know I am, your right to be mad but you know you have my number and I will talk to you anytime you want"

"I- I'm sorry to, I didn't mean to raise my voice and get mad at you, its not your fault and thanks"

   When I left the room, after he said goodbye. I kinda felt bad I mean he knew that I didn't mean that but I just felt weird, cause he was my best and only friend.

I then caught myself walking towards the main door in the front of the school, which I never did because that's where all the dumb jocks and stuck up cheerleaders were.

  When I went to turn around I accidentally ran into a girl, which I have never seen before and I was a little confused because if she was new then why would she come on the last day.

But out of no where she bursts out

"Hey watch out, KID!

I had no idea what to say because I have to admit she was real pretty and I can't talk to pretty girls.

 

So I just looked at the ground and mumbled " Sorry "

Very silently.

Before she could answer back I was already halfway down the hallway. Walking hastily.

I didn't see anyone that was taking the back entrance of the school, so I was set for not being bullied or embarrassed.

I didn't actually lived that far from the school. I lived a few blocks away so I usually just walked home, but my mom wanted me lay of on the physical activities especially when I go on my chemo

She don't want me to get worse but I think she is over reacting about the whole process