All the way here

Part. 5

So Phil was driving to dans house worried about him, knowing he was illhe was really caring and did care a lot about dan.
Dan was home,nervous rethinking everything, how he got a house a job on YouTube and finally a good life all for Phil, all because of Phil and nothing else, it's like he didn't do it for himself but for Phil, he was also thinking if this was all a good idea,yeah he had fallen for Phil but Phil would never feel the same and he still knew that and began to loose hope but he wouldn't say that to Phil, but he did think of a a plan.

"Oh dan hey, you ok?"
Phil asked worried while getting out the food he brought for him
"Yeah, I'm just sick you don't have to worry. But I'm very honored that you are" dan told him and smiled
"What's gotten into you. Talking so fancy"Phil said and laughed
"Nothing, I'm just saying. You didn't have to bring all of this stuff phil, thank you" dan said in a normal tone not flirting sounding happy or sad
"No problem, you know I'd do anything if someone I know isn't feeling well" Phil replied still getting out the things
"You know what's weird? I got all the way here into a normal house fro-" dan stopped Phil looked at him confused he forgot that he didn't know that dan used to be homeless and what happened after
"Nothing, never mind I'll tell you later I was just trying to say that from a normal guy living alone to having this amazing friend and a job" he said and smiled nervously
"Oh yeah" Phil smiled
"Life has been more difficult in the past, than I thought it was" dan said he didn't want to get too into detail so phil wouldn't find out
"Really?" Phil asked interested and concerned, it wasn't normal for dan to bring up a topic like this is such a formal conversation, which want even a conversation in the first place.
"Yeah, It wasn't the worst but it was definitely not good, or the best, and then I came across you, and finally made the choice to make a change, and have the motivation,so thanks"
Dan said thinking deeply and getting flashbacks but also feeling bad.
Phil looked at him and felt bad but very happy for him "oh dan, I sorry I didn't know, I also didn't know that I made you have more motivation, I'm really glad you're happy now"
Dan looked at him and smiled, then looked away, Phil went in the kitchen to make dan some food,
Dan was in bed, feeling ashamed, he felt like a liar which he was kinda,he felt like he used Phil which he didn't but it felt a lot like that. He still liked Phil, but knew that what he did was wrong and he didn't deserve any of this, a nice apartment a good job (on YouTube) but he got it all just from following Phil home and lying about his life. So he knew what to do.
Phil had always liked dan as a friend, he thought(and knew) he was a great friend and he was right, he felt so lucky to have him, he didn't even know what he'd do if he hadn't met him. Once he slowly started to realize that dan was getting flirty he was getting some feelings too but didn't pay THAT much attention to it.

"Here u go" Phil cane in with a container or store naught soup
"Oh thank you so much"dan said 
"No problem,I brought you some tea and fruit and other food it's in the kitchen I have to go right now if anything call me, ok" Phil told him
"Ok bye"
"Bye"

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Next morning

Dan woke up, got dressed,
And left
He was leaving, after a long night of rethinking everything, he realized that he didn't deserve what he had and left, to where he was before, out on the streets, he left his laptop camera and everything home, he just took what he always had, his clothes, and shoes, and left, didn't tell Phil didn't even leave a note or anything.and so he left.

Phil was home, yesterday he realized that dan wasn't in a good mood so he wanted to cheer him up today, he wanted to but him a gift, he decided to buy him tickets to six flags,he couldn't afford a concert or a show witch dan would prefer, he also didn't tell him and didn't call or text him cuz he wanted it to be a surprise and he knew if he talked to him he'd accidentally tell him. He was exited,as he was driving to six flags to get the tickets,thinking about dan's face when he'd find out,
(AFTER HE BOUGHT TICKETS AND CAME HOME)
So he was back,got McDonald's on the way for the both of them,he called dan
He didn't answer, so he called again,no one answered that time either,he called a few times more and even texted him worried,but no reply or answer,he went to his house worried,scared, knocked on his door,called him name, while knocking screamed "DAN OPEND UP RIGHT NOW" he screamed more until a neighbor came out "hello what's going on?" They asked concerned "have you seen Daniel Howell your neighbor that lives here?" He asked scared,"no,I haven't seen anyone,I just know he lives here" "okay thank you"
He knew he didn't have anyone else to go to,dan never told him,he just knew,he never talked about friends and other people in his life so he figured he didn't have anyone else,
He went back
home,concerned,terrified,worried,
Didn't know where to look,where to go, what to do,he stared into space thinking of all the moments he spent with dan. The amazing friend he was
And he slowly began to cry,trying not to. He couldn't do anything or think of anything to find him right now so,he went to bed,confused,he didn't know what to think
And he slowly faded away to sleep