My Story

I've been like this for years being told I wasn't good enough, that I should die and that nobody loves me. And if I'm being honest It's like this today but I don't show I feel it and to that I don't eat like I should.

I eat to less and am losing weight, then I feel like I'm eating to much and I'm already barley eating anything I've cut my self be for because of this and my doesn't even know and never will.

I always have a fake smile on and am doing a fake laugh nobody notices the only person that does is my bestfriend Seli that's not her real name but that's what I call her. She doesn't even know how to fix it I stopped eating and only drink water and if I do eat I eat half my dinner than throw it away like it's trash.

Nobody should go through this but yet I still am because I could never tell anybody and still won't but you don't know my identity so you can't exactly come to me and say you'll get through this because you're strong.

And if you did I would say thanks and I will. But the truth is I won't because the longer I'm waiting to do something about this it'll be to late to stop my self. Because I'll be gone, I've been told I'll most likely be gone before or by sixteen and that's in three years. I guess we'll just half to then.

Bye.