Its a terrible love but I am walking in circles.
Its a terrible love but I can't get enough
It is quite comforting,
it is nothing but painful,
it is everything in between,
It is the darkness and the light,
the night and the day.
it is the only "WHY."
I only wish that we could share it.
this love,
is the love that we don't share.
That is why it is terrible
Because you don't have a clue
that I am crazy for you,
but I know
that you will never feel the same
about me,
about anyone
except yourself.
I love you
but you can't see past your nose.
Don't cry for me
you never lose what you never had
I have nothing to lose
yet I have everything to.
I loathe the day
it drags my life on
only making me feel empty
not giving me a purpose
a true purpose
To have emotion
is to know what you're feeling
I can say
I have no emotion.
I hate the night
it only brings dreams
dreams of what will never be
I am trying but I keep falling
into the abyss of my mind
dreaming of the impossible
imagining the unthinkable
only to be interrupted
by the golden rays that shine
through my window.
Love is terrible
this is terrible love
feeling no emotion
but the one that isn't
reciprocated.
I still see you everyday
you see me the same
It hurts even more seeing you
when I express everything I can
only to be turned down.
This is a terrible love
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Everwarming
General FictionJust some Ideas I wanted to bounce out of my head and onto paper. It is a mix of short stories, poetry, and maybe a rant or two here and there.