What a terrible love

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Its a terrible love but I am walking in circles. 

Its a terrible love but I can't get enough

It is quite comforting,

it is nothing but painful,

it is everything in between,

It is the darkness and the light,

the night and the day.

it is the only "WHY."

I only wish that we could share it.

this love, 

is the love that we don't share.

That is why it is terrible

Because you don't have a clue

that I am crazy for you,

but I know 

that you will never feel the same

about me,

about anyone

except yourself.

I love you

but you can't see past your nose.

Don't cry for me

you never lose what you never had

I have nothing to lose

yet I have everything to.


I loathe the day

it drags my life on

only making me feel empty

not giving me a purpose

a true purpose

To have emotion 

is to know what you're feeling

I can say

I have no emotion.


I hate the night

it only brings dreams

dreams of what will never be

I am trying but I keep falling

into the abyss of my mind

dreaming of the impossible

imagining the unthinkable

only to be interrupted 

by the golden rays that shine

through my window.


Love is terrible

this is terrible love

feeling no emotion

but the one that isn't

reciprocated. 


I still see you everyday

you see me the same

It hurts even more seeing you

when I express everything I can

only to be turned down.

This is a terrible love


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